I feel so shitty and worthless as I‘m about to fail my 3rd attempt on the cybernetics exam tomorrow. Fuck this shit. But it’s only one of 3 3rd-attempt-exams I have to pass. Why were I so stupid? 😩
Sure, it’s not about skill. I made wrong decisions and it’s my fault.

And yeah, one might argue about the subject being part of my study course (avionics computer science). But i just failed.

The last weeks: Can’t sleep (and if I finally sleep, I dream sitting the exam), think straight, my body hates me, panic attacks.

When I fail, I could go for computer science, but it would mean further ~2 years of Uni. I can’t stand this.

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