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Fucking hell!!!!! So much to put out... multiple topics..

1. I had something to complete and for the sake for good beetle bug, I cannot figure out what that is and have the shitty constant feeling of 'something is pending and needs to be done'. This happens soo often and is just very annoying. While I have bigger tasks pending for later, I aim to finish smaller ones but cannot remember. I need to start writing everything down now.

God damn fuck what is it?

2. I watched The Social Dilemma. Fucking cringe fest. Made by a friend of those companies, Netflix is doing the exact same thing with the film as that is shown it in. What a shitty irony.
A propaganda movie revolving around politics, conspiracy theory (how ironic again), and the very great united states of murica. Wasted my 1.34 hours and it was soooo stupid on sooo many levels. I don't even feel like discussing it here.

3. I am sooo irritated right now due to SAD. I am starting to dislike my dark themes. I need a lamp and it is not available in my country. Someone feed me sunlight.. just cannot wait for month end to pop in some supps. Await it more eagerly than pay cheque, these winters. And let's not talk about the symptoms like headaches and how it causes anxiety. Do I need to cut down my coffee? Because I don't really want to cut the only decent thing I have left to consume.

4. This weather. Autumn. I fucking love this time of the year. End of September to Year end. It makes me nostalgically sad but it's soooo comfy and cosy for soul. But SAD ruins the fun and lack of proper celebrations of Indian fests and Halloween.

5. It's been approx 3/4 weeks I started using MS Edge, the interface is neat but I am seeing some drop in internet speed and when I access Chrome again, the fact that Chrome too faces internet speed drop is weird. Feels like I should move back to Chrome because only thing is better here is the interface and spotlight images. The image/video rendering sucks (or is it just me?). Chrome also provides bookmark synching. Not sure what would work out in few weeks.

6. Lastly and most importantly, the patterns. The fucking patterns everywhere. An event happens and then it happens again and then again. Patterns exist everywhere and my brain is real champ at identifying patterns but why the fuck do patterns exists!!!!! Fucking WHY???

Whatever it be, the "history repeats itself" patterns are making fractals and annoying the shit out of me.

The good thing is, talked to this friend of mine and she is really nice. Like we talk a lot (whenever we do) and since I am on job hunt, she came up with some kickass resources and ideas and links and much more just to help me out.

She is a sweetheart and for that matter, most of my friends are actually going forth and helping me in multiple ways to get a job. I mean I am just amazed by the fact that help poured in from all side without even asking.

I absolutely love such people who go extra mile to be in your life without you even asking.

I am surrounded by some good gems that warms my heart.

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  • 1
    You should try Firefox.
  • 2
    @iiii FF is even slower. Also, I don't like the UX.
  • 1
    1.It happen's to me all the time D: D: D:
    2.Didn't watch it
    3.That sucks, be strong brother
    4.I'm not sure what's my fav season, since each season change I'm equally happy
    5.Why tho? I'm not part of the MS hste train, but if you have problems with chrome there are many other browsers that aren't MS Edge
    6.Well patterns exist everywhere because people are peoole, doesn't matter where, everybody deals with similar problems so there are a lot of similar solutions. As you said, history repeats itself. Why? Well, the event has come to a conclusion but the things that caused it didn't, greed is still the same greed, politics are still politics, resources are still resources, etc'
  • 1
    There, there.
  • 2
    @SoldierOfCode Glad man you are happy in all seasons and I hope you be happy all round the year.

    No, I don't hate Chrome. It's just that I hopped the band wagon for Edge. lol

    Yes, trying to understand the pattern of patterns.
  • 1
    SAD? You’re probably dangerously low on vitamin D. Most people are. Obv get a blood test first to confirm, but a deficiency causes a huge host of problems, including depression.

    It’s practically impossible to overdose on D, so don’t be afraid of being prescribed like 10,000 IU doses. Seriously, after recovering back to normal levels, you would need to take that same giant dose every single day for several months to overdose.

    Source: I founded a supplement company, and as part of it I did extensive research on the D vitamins. (Aside: avoid D2; your body converts it to D3, but doing so is very difficult and inefficient.)
  • 0
    @Root https://devrant.com/rants/2874048/...

    My GP prescribed 1 does of 6K IU every week for first 3 months.

    Then 1 dose of 60K IU every 2 weeks for next 3 months.

    The 1 dose of 60K IU for every month for rest of the life.

    However, with lockdown, I am not getting little whatsoever sunlight I used to get as I am indoors all day.

    That said, it is possible to overdose on D3 which kinds scares me since it affects Kidneys and Liver.

    I need more sun exposure and it makes a dramatic difference in mood.
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    @Root and on that note, I need to get my vitamin levels checked. Been avoiding it for a while because I am afraid to step into a lab due to COVID-19.
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