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rutee07
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Your daddy Johnny is pissed off again.

My therapist advised me to do some things for myself after I told her that I'm finding the simplest tasks overwhelming again. This is after a month of studying, coding, and working on some personal projects on my free time. I thought "Fine, I'll buy new clothes since I have very few of them and also get a massage."

But guess what these activities involved? People. I went to the mall and some attention-seekers yell at a high-pitched tone when their dumbass friend taps them on the shoulder. Then goes the screaming match "AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH" because they saw their friends. OMG. FRIENDSHIP! So exciting! Let's scream in public for absolutely no fucking reason because it feels so damn good when everyone turns around to look at our ugly asses.

I went to a shop and two women are talking in the most annoying fucking made-up accent I've ever heard. If you want to know, social distancing is no more than a suggestion at this point. I go to the fitting room and same women are talking loudly in that curly, rich-wannabe, bitch accent. "Emergeeeeeeerd, you lost so much weiiiight!" Then another ugly fuck man joins them and they start screaming flirtatiously, "Emergeeeeeeeerd, why are you heyyre?! Geit outttttuh! Ugh." In my head, "My pussesyyyy is so wet rightt now and my labia flaps are as green as my haeeirrrr!"

I tried to finish the day off by having some tiramisu pancake in this Japanese shop, to make up with the stress of having to co-exist with these people. Two girls sat at the table near me and started talking loudly again but some dumbass gossip. There is no way not to hear the shit they're talking about. I thought about wearing a headset but then I'd hear myself chew. Classic gossip about some other girl they know being a slut and some guy they know who is cheating on his girlfriend plus the casual sexism, "He doesn't know 'cause he's a guy." Non-stop "he's just a guy" bullshit.

I didn't finish my meal, went home, and decided that I should stick to online shopping and food deliveries. I know it's considered healthier to get out every now and then but not in this fucking country. Then I went to go get that massage in my favorite massage place. Guess fucking what? Two couples went in and started chatting and laughing loudly. Keep in mind, there are signs everywhere "Please observe silence" and it's a fucking massage place where people go to relax in peace with just the relaxing music.

Again, another set of stupid goddam gossip that just can't wait for a fucking hour. Even my therapist got pissed up and started shushing them. She did that three times and they started whispering but you can still hear it. Fucking hell, you bitches can't keep your mouth shut for a fucking minute. You have nothing of importance to say and you just ruin everyone's day. You are inconsiderate and you're all a bunch of uncivilized fuckwits.

How fucking ironic that these activities that are supposed to relax me just reminded me of the reason I was burning myself out in the first place and why I hate, hate, absolutely hate going out or doing anything that involves people.

Fuck you all. I'll get a massage at home. I'll fucking do everything at home. I can't stand you annoying fucks.

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  • 8
    Erf, I feel you.

    No worries, we can get the best tiramisu at home 🍰 (just imagine)
  • 7
    @Jilano Lies! That's a strawberry shortcake, you lie! Learn to make tiramisu for all of us.
  • 5
    Headphones, my dear. They make being in a public place much more manageable.

    Hope you'll feel better soon.
  • 3
    I have been a misanthrope since the age of six.

    Fucking SIX.

    It took until the age of 9 before I understood there was a word for this general disdain for the entire human species.
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  • 3
    @HiFiWiFiSciFi how did you manage to do that so early?
  • 3
    @iiii Abuse. All the kinds.
  • 3
    @HiFiWiFiSciFi I get that. I was bullied by other kids because of my height and abused by mom as well.
  • 4
    Now imagine you live in a row house and on both sides your neighbours are these annoying couples who also let their TV and music blare all the time and have resp. 4 & 5 little children who cry and scream every day, all day and you can't just "leave" because you do homeworking.

    And then you know why I LOVE to go outside
  • 4
    @webketje Yeah, fuck that. At least we can file a complaint against those kinds in our residence.
  • 2
    @webketje headphones!
  • 4
    From all that I read above, sounds like you need a couple visits to a local brothel instead of massage place mate 😂
  • 5
    @myss I'll just stab them in the neck and fuck their neck holes.
  • 1
    Case in point.
  • 2
    @myss might be a good idea,if only they weren't illegal
  • 1
    @rutee07 Could be a strawberry tiramisu :D
  • 0
    @Jilano wait, that's illegal! 😱
  • 0
    @iiii I checked, it's not!
  • 1
    Out of interest, which city was it you experienced this? (Or country if you enjoy your privacy)

    Sounds like you took a good approach though. I find nothing as stressful as buying clothes in the city center 😅

    So you skipped on the massage? 😔
  • 1
    Humans are generally stupid
  • 1
    @jkommeren Philippines. Don't go here. I didn't skip the massage. I was halfway through it when the loud gossipers came into the other room.
  • 3
    ...and people wonder why I live here out in the countryside.

    I mean, it's not completely quiet. Last night I was woken by a couple of owls. But I'd take that over bitchy gossip any day.
  • 0
    @iiii with noise canceling!@
    But still, I shouldn't have to put them on in my own house every day because the neighbours can't handle their own kids
  • 1
    Fuck.

    Now I want a tiramisu pancake (never had one but it sounds too good to be true).

    I feel you though! Extremely big mood!
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