Tomorrow i have school starting.
Which inspires me to rant about how school fails. Ill omit the "arguments" - feel free to append arguments for my words in the comments. Lol

Dont get be wrong. I LOVE acquiring knowledge. And this is where my first point starts : PACE. My class is basically an assortiment of dumbfucks who dont understand anything without "learning by heart over the course of several weeks"

Ill give you a concrete example.
Our maths teacher wanted to make us think scientifically. So he invented a new type of numbers "root 6 numbers" that are formed like so:
a + b * sqrt(6)
Now he wants us to find out wether the sum of two root 6 numbers is also a root six number. this is all dandy, BUT CLASSMATES STILL DIDNT GET WHAT ROOT 6 NUMBERS ARE, EVEN AFTER SEVERAL EXPRANATIONS. Worse: they went to the main teacher to blacken the math teacher.
Another example would be the time our class needed to understand functions(x) : 4 weeks. Ik, as a programmer i have some ease, but four weeks is a bit too much.

Because of this slow pace, i am irreversibly bored of and in school.
And this leads to another problem: homework. Since i know most of the stuff (the few things i dont get at school, i research at home) the homework are useless to me and since the others dont get much, the homeworks are often more than abundant {in a negative way}.
So i dont do them - but that makes teachers disregard me. Which im sickened of.
Worse: often i dont get overly good grades (i honestly have no clue why. I know everything and go over most of the stuff with my menthor),which empowers teacher of the argument of "you are not good enuff, so you cant read in class".

It would be JUST FINE if the only problem were teachers - but my peers are horrible too.

I know our brains are growing, but thats no reason for being stupid.

I literally get told that i need to stop wearing shorts because they look horrible.

Yep. Also, most people think they are empowered of teaching me and talking about my defaillance - because they do their homework. Even though they know i know stuff better than them.

Now to one of the worst issues: a group work where we had to de a Radio report. The guy (the one who thinks he is intelligent BECAUSE he has good grades) invited himself and his gf to me, he wanted me to translate 22 pages from german to english (because he was too lazy to write in german), wanted me to do audiorecording, audioediting and writing of a report. When i left the group because i was called "weakest link" he spread the word that i he had done everythinh and that because i left his group had failed (noticed the flow in logic?)

NOW everybody thinks of me as stupid weirdo. And honestly - i think i will stop listening to them. Ive always hated people, i dont need a significant other.

Even though this will come with the secondary effect of me being gossiped at.

But honestly its fine.

You might have noticed my elojquent way of expressing myseld. I did that in order to show that i am, despite my grades, overly proficient in english

Ok. So now comes the conclusion. What should i do? Do you Think that i am like that because im pubescent myself? How can i stop having nightmares of every possible social situotion that could occur?
Does this have to do with me being a dev?

Well. ありがとう for reading.

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    Arrg there are several flaws in my text but i cant edit it anymore. Shit lol
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    @Nanos act out? Can you please ellaborate?
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    @Nanos yea. I should.but im lazy and there are too many useless homework
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    @Nanos yea. Thats me. Since im a geek nobody takes me seriously
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    @Nanos fuck
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    @Nanos is that really working so well?
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    @Nanos well i kinda try to distanciate myself from social madia to avoid addiction
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    @Nanos no i woas talking about the "act on the internet bit"
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    @Nanos sex addiction must be severe
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    @Nanos you are right, i will start doing them!
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    @Nanos mhh. Might try :P
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    @linuxer4fun I somehow get the impression that you are located in Germany, and that you are not yet in the Abitur.

    // What a wierd word. Especially after a few years not caring.

    First of all, there are nerds everywhere, so the hole "find interesting friends" shouldn't be a problem anywhere.

    A switch of school might be a solution too.
    Here in Germany, we have "Berufsschulen" who also host a "gymnasium" in the specific domain of the school.

    I can say that it was one of the best choices that I made, to switch to such a science centered BBS Gymnasium.
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    @RageBone yeo im german. I dont thin my parents will allow me to change school -let alone go to a Berufsschule
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    @linuxer4fun Well, it's worth a try.
    And probably still a while untill you could switch.

    Well, you can actually switch from the 9th grade to the 11th grade on a BBS Gym. At the end of the 11th, you'll automatically get your "Realschulabschluss"

    You should have a look at possible schools and such, and I'm pretty sure that you can convince your parents about switching.
    Statistics for those schools are quiet good.
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    @RageBone Mhh. Well - No I think I will stay at my gymnasium - idk how it is, but I really dont want to mess up my life because I miss a diploma
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    Well, it's your choice.

    In my experience, those who jumped from 9th to the bbs gyms 11th were off better then me and some others who did the normal conversion after the 10th grade.

    To be frank.
    The 9th and 10th grade are to if statements in your life.

    Do you want to continue in school, or do you want to start working and training a job.

    Staying in school is a lazy and easy way, unless you are sure that it is what you want to do.

    Check your options thoroughly and choose wisely.
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    @Nanos Nah im not so into self discipline - When I tell myself stuff I always end up breaking it
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    @Nanos vasectomy huh... Well Its not like I want a SO and its not like I want to have kids :P
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