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The longer I live, the longer I am unsure what the meaning of my life is.

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Yes I am a creative person in a way that I can create something out of nothing, but unfortunately all my work is almost invisible. Is the meaning of a developer guy to be a magician? He does something and *wooosh*
//magic happens here
there is a thing which he forgot how it works within a month. Why can't I just talk about my work with other people than those from the IT business? I don't think to be that important, but sometimes it appears that without you and me nothing will really work nowadays.

And to be honest with you guys, I am too slow. I can adapt new concepts and new programming languages, but I feel like getting overruned by all that new stuff appearing each day. Am I supposed to be that super hero named"superbrain"? Is that still healthy?

wtf, my life is a miracle, an oracle and a hurricane (and some times it is even great)!

I am confused!

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    I consistently find myself baffled by new concepts that seem to have less and less intrinsic value. That's why I'm focusing, now, on building something truly useful with the knowledge I have. Its why I'm pushing myself to create a product that not only belongs intellectually to me, but one that I can parade as my creation and use to build a name and career for myself.

    Course, I gotta get the damn thing built first.
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