When I, a front end developer, have to work with backend, and to integrate everything with front end with zero help and even less training in that specific area. And oh, its php!!

Oh wow so you got stuck doing backend in one of the easiest backend languages ever which also has a fuckload of examples everywhere with docs so simple a 10 year old could get through?

Yeah bruh bruh....i think you will be fine.

I was like "hey, this is me, but backwards!" At least until I got to the end. Then I just felt sorry for you :<