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b2plane
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why cant i just fucking die of a disease or natural death early. why is my stupid fucking heart beating after all the bullshit I've been put thru. why doesnt it just fucking explode and die. why am i fucking alive. to suffer? what kind of a fucking sadistic, whoever keeps me alive, is this? i have had enough of everything

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  • 6
    I don’t get it. You were done with your gf. You already planned to be cheating on your next gf just because you would assume that she would be a bitch. Now that she cheated on you again you are devastated?
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    @Lensflare don't think ill be able to find a new gf any time soon. im not rich. im not drake. its gonna be a depressing hell of the next several months if not years...
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    @Lensflare i also lost tons of kilograms weight due to not eating for several days. losing sleep. i got skinny. stress is eating me to the core
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    @b2plane That doesn’t answer my question or explain anything.

    Normally I would guess that, despite of what you were telling us, you still have feelings for your gf and wanted to save the relationship, but knowing you, it’s probably not the case.
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    @b2plane first off, you don’t need a gf to be happy. You are gifted with time you can spend only for yourself.

    Now I get it, you’re sad, it’s hard, it’s normal. But as soon as things are going up a bit, get your shit together, move on, and do something. Nothing done can be undone but the future is to be written.
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    "whoever keeps me alive" - that's you, and only you.

    but... try seeing a therapist? or a gun dealer, if you want the easy way.

    but quit whining like a 15 year old girl on tumblr.
  • 2
    Dont have a gf? Become the gf!
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