Fuck.

I've just seen work offer in my city for junior unity developer. I'd love to work as a game dev (and currently am finishing my first "real" game in this engine) but I feel too anxious to send my CV.

Also for some weird reason I feel attachment and loyalty to my current employer, even though I'm more often pissed about working there than not. Stockholm Syndrome?

@Charon92 There's logic behind your words but I'd feel like I'm betraying my current employer :/

@Charon92 It's not that bad. It's just I'm treated like a one-man-army. Y'know - no matter how much I've got on me, there's always some space for a new, quick project that will get prolonged because of milion reasons. It sometimes get insane.

But also, I love my normal projects. My babies ;___;

Colleagues are good. I'm working most of the time alone, but people are really nice so I can't really complain ;)

@Charon92
He's kind of pushy.

I've got a theory that he's trying to keep people in the company by giving them too much to do, so they won't go because of feeling of dutifulness.

He's this kind of guy that will sometimes come few times a day to ask how are projects going and how far are we from finishing.

But he's absolutely not a bad person. Last month I've got my first ever bonus. Also he was kind enough to employ me even though I'm still studying and back when I started I had almost no experience.