Really hate having to sign an NDA, had to sign my first about 3 months ago with Bethesda and since have had to sign 4 others... What is happening?!

Testing Alpha or Beta games? Get used to it, pretty much every publisher asks for it.
Why don't you like it anyway? It just tells you not to leak stuff :)

@Avyiel well the first Bethesda wasn't regarding a game but I got access to fallout 76 2 months prior to the BETA starting and the others are games but a couple are actually personal chats I've had with some developers.

And I don't like it because I know some really exciting stuff that might be coming so I want to share it but I can't, it's torture haha

@lxmcf oh I get you man, I have the same feelings 😅