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i started smoking cigarettes 1 year ago. and its getting more intense. i only smoke when i am overburned with HEAVY. HEAVY FUCKING STRESS.

11 august 2024 i had a mental breakdown. complete crashout due to losing ANOTHER 2000$ on $VINE coin

i crashed out so hard. so badly. in front of my parents. dad picked me up from floor and hugged me and he was shaking. mom was comforting me confused and scared. i uncontrollably breathed hard shaked and cried.

thats why i started.

crypto was the trigger to start smoking for the first time ever after 27 years.

now 28 years later i am still smoking but very rarely. took me 1 year to smoke 1 pack of cigs. now im on a 2nd pack.

i smoke 2-4 cigs per session one after another.

am i fucking going insane?

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  • 2
    Smoke on special ocasion like Jin Yiang
  • 7
    The lack of emotional control in your posts is astounding. Every emotion you feel is an excuse to behave poorly I have a hard time relating to this, or understanding this.

    Are you a victim in your mind?
  • 1
    @whimsical is that bad lighting or extremely dense brown haze?
  • 0
    @whimsical But you're not chinese
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