I think I'm starting to lose sanity.

I'm unconsciously desiring to have bugs just so I can have some feeling of accomplishment fixing them.

I think I'm starting to lose sanity.

That's a weird haiku

You have a bug in your post..

DJ Khaled :
Suffering from success

Start freelancing as a bug fixer

Completely normal, you need some challenge.

Maybe start exercising and test yourself how often can you push your body to it's limits.

Or get more responsibility at work. Learn a new language. Make a baby. Whatever floats your boat.

i undestand! it is allways better to fix small bugs than to deal with business requirements or functional specifications