I just hate this life so damn much, 14 and depressed with possible anxiety and suicidal attempts is not easy. My parents are the worst. MY brother sucks. I wanna die.

You have found a place to vent out. Hope this place is gonna help.

Have a glass of water, chill and rant!

Welcome :)

If ranting helps with that, you can rant as much as you want here, there's still a long life ahead of you, let this phase just pass.

It is OK. Life is like that (sometimes)

You will get better. You will realize suicide is probably the worst idea you ever had

I remember those days.
I survived, somehow.

Mostly through spite.

@AtuM i would say that he or she made it though around 8 years. first years aren't really that much conscious.

Whatever you do, get the biological stuff checked first.
Sometimes it is a treatable ailment caused by a disease or malnutrition.

But if your environment actually is hostile, you probably have to change your location (might become an apprentice or student in another city).

is profesional help out of the question?