I am realizing how little of A life I have at the moment

I tried talking to the same woman hoping for sympathy enough deriving from how screwed everyone is

Got another act go figure
Hells carousel keeps turning and the lions jump the horses to the sound of cheerful music still

Oh but for those innocent days when I just wanted to boink other people’s girlfriends, afford an endless lap dance, jog a 100 miles into shape and write vr applications and maybe the next skynet