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i kinda feel embarrassed all the time. i feel like it's never enough, i don't know enough, there's so much i don't know. i do enjoy my work and sometimes there are moments where i'm proud of what i've done, or these "i'm a fucking genious" moments when i solve a bug or a certain problem or when something finally works. but if i have to do something new, i tend to panic a bit, as long as i do not yet have a concrete solution in mind.
my perception contrasts with the feedback people give me, but even when i'm happy about the positive feedback, i tend to think to myself, "they're wrong, it's not that great"..

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  • 2
    Don't stress it. From what I have seen, non dev people have absolute ZERO clue of any technical systems and how they actually work (and I mean ZERO). So don't even worry if you "panic" a bit at first, if you say anything technically sounding of what ideas you have, it just goes in one ear and out the other for them, so don't sweat it.
  • 1
    We're all faking it until we make it ;)
  • 2
    You are me and I am you. Exactly this for me as well.
  • 1
    Hell yeah, was in the same boat
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