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Sounds like you need to take a step back and reevaluate what you’re doing.
Think about why you’re having problems - is the architecture the problem?, do you need some training time?, are the stories you’re working on clearly defined? Are the goalposts being moved?
Stop for a day and work through these questions (and others I’ve not thought of). Also look into ways you can iterate and deliver in smaller sizes - what is the real MVP of the product and what is the MVP of each story
At this point I'm not sure whether I'm too slow or the deadlines are too tight
People keep asking me for new estimates but I feel like those only serve the purpose of putting pressure on me and pointing fingers at me later when I blow them. It's not like I know when this feature will be ready. New problems crop up as I progress, and people are like "this should have released yesterday". I didn't slept yesterday and neither did I get to enjoy the weekend before that because I tried to make progress in this even though I couldn't bring myself to work in the weekend after all. I feel like I might even lose this job, and I don't have any recruiters spamming me on LinkedIn or a lot of reserve money to last while I look for something else afterwards. Sucks ass to feel incompetent (and quite possibly be, but I hope not). I guess I just have to keep on keeping on.
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