This is dumb. If you are only able to find girlfriends that want to spend your money and not communicate, then maybe self-reflect and evaluate what you're bringing to the table besides money.

Maybe start by thinking about what you want from a relationship and whether you are giving what you want to receive.

I know it's just a dumb meme but "girlfriends" aka *women* are people and not a bullet point list of hacky generalizations.

It sounds like you're doing all the right things. Get some rest and keep at it, it's definitely a tough process so it's important to take care of yourself.

Have you asked for/received any feedback on why you aren't getting the jobs? Not sure if you're currently working but it may be worth volunteering, starting a side business, or working equity-only to get experience/title if it's a lack of experience that is the issue. Otherwise, hang in there!