What if I'm the problem?

What if I just don't like working?

@jestdotty yea .. I'm really not sure. I've enjoyed about 2 days of development out of the last 3 years... Funny enough that was doing automations for a DevOps task and not like assigned programming work.

I feel pretty dispassionate about everything lately so burn out is quite likely but I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough for that to happen. So yea in summary I'm just very lost and get basically no satisfaction out of work

@jestdotty probably is burn out then. I don't even know what I feel like doing anymore

I had a family for a while (with stepchild) and I was amazed how less time we can spend on family

@meaning2 no, I was perfect. I've learned him cycling and swimming. Glorious moments. Also, I gave his confidence such a boost that he became good at education while he before was a "challenged" kid. Challenge accepted!