A human is but a set of diagnoses driven by the fear of death.

@jestdotty you have no idea how curious I am about trying DMT

@kiki ooooh

I've done weed, LSD, mushrooms

I mean weed is normal I guess. you just forget you exist and keep looping like a retard

LSD you get smarter and the whole trip just builds on itself. more like due to the building up of the trip you forget you were a person. feels like 10 years passed in a day. you can go a bit crazy though or try crazy things

mushrooms... now that's my favourite. you'll come out of it totally different, and you don't do anything crazy on it it's just cozy

oh yeah and I guess I tried salvia once. maybe gave me psychosis. very unpredictable intake / dosage / effects

I guess mushrooms release DMT

mushrooms are hella cool. I need more. just threw out the chocolate mushrooms I had in my fridge. I tripped a few years ago on Christmas with them by going to the waterfront. fuck the water was cold

def need more mushrooms

@kiki I'm quite advanced in many substances. Also the ones mentioned above and designer stuff. But DMT takes a few minutes but feels way longer IIRC. That part made me scared, there was once a guy having a life and whole family inside that trip. Imagine if it was a bad life / trip. Mushrooms can fuck up your time very good too. I had a bad trip and it took DAYS by the feel but in reality one day. It was soo fucked up. No DMT for me

@kiki there are many people not to be that stupid to let them diagnose themselves and let someone else explain to them that's normal. Ok, not everyone was willingly diagnosed, but most of them.. If you think there's smth wrong with you to let diagnose it, your still alright and no diagnose needed prolly. Some people have a diagnose because they suffer under the diagnose. A circle. Own fault for wanting to be a snowflake once I guess

No, people are not a set of diagnoses

am i not a human then? i fear no death. if anything i expect it to happen as soon as possible

LSD always seemed to me like what a crash course to meditation would be. It completely laid bare the truth about some of my deepest emotional problems, which resulted in a crazy horror trip aswell. For what it was worth, it made me go to therapy to deal with them. Would never do that again tho

@Chewbanacas LSD told me to quit my job and instead I quit LSD and I should've listened to the LSD actually

@kiki I sunk into the mattress, and descended into space. I could hear music as I traveled, played with instruments the sound of which I had never heard or imagined. Born from the galactic uterus, I floated above a strange but familiar land, crowning a bonfire. Around it were people, blue skinned, celebrating my arrival.

Further reading: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/...

Islamic scholars would disagree with me, God bless them, but I see these things as holy. It's in nature, it's a part of creation. And within it, there is a message. A will. A testament.

So testify, sister. But do so responsibly and in a good state of mind.

@kiki exactly me when manic: https://9gag.com/gag/aE02GwN/...

0. I didn't know x was illegal
1. 100% being wrong while 100% right somehow
2. Police you never see shows up and somehow get a discussion with it in any way
3. Get arrested

@jestdotty see my point 1 😁 100% right and 100% wrong 😁 Whatever the point was, getting arrested wasn't the plan. But how police always only shoes up on such moments. Very sus

A wise man once said:

We humans are just hairless monkeys with anxiety disorder