My exams start at may and from the last month I've been on an emotional rollercoaster, got rejected by my best friend, found out I had this called Gilbert's syndrome which means i can never have alcohol and am not allowed to have many medications ( such as paracetamol),got prescribed to some depression medication ( which dose make me feel better) and even though i feel a little better I can't focus on my studies , Every time i try I feel like shit and then just stop, also with Gilbert's syndrome if i get stressed or anything like that i get jaundice and even though i love programming I didn't write one line of code that i actually enjoyed