I want to cry.

Sounds like your own solution is right there, buddy. Go cry. If you need to, watch a sad movie or chop some onions first.

@Alice I don't know if I can explain it. Not just because of my bad English, but I have a lot of emotions right now. I'm just done with this system. I mean the school and other shit we student have to do. In Hungary we have literally -2 hours of free time and I just want to give up. Okay. I understand that you are disappointed, 'cause you though that I have a bigger problem, but belive me: This is fucked up. You know that feeling when you do your work 110% and nobody notices you? This is what I do for more than 3 years. I'm sorry for you if you are in a worse situation, but this is enough for me. I'm weak.

@norman70688
Being human is for pussies 🤔? Showing emotions in every way is for pussies? 😂
Okay...

Crying or "inner pain" is a possible way for dealing with such situations.
But you're right with one thing - trying to change what's changeable may be a good start.

Sometimes... you just gotta let'er rip. Have a good cry. Its healthy to be in touch with all emotions at some level

@Hu-bot0x58
Didn't realize that - I'm such an idiot. Thanks for this. Shame on me...
/fckin_sarcasm off

@norman70688
I just asked a question... :)
Showing emotions won't change the problem itself. But it's ONE FCKIN POSSIBLE way dealing with these situations and get a free mind.

You have your ways, you won't cry - that's okay. But it's not bad doing it or similar things.

🤔 Sounds like you ain't someone who likes helping people...

@Irithyll

I totally get you. I have 2 free hours in the afternoon and 2 in the night after my classes.

I wake up 6:30am and go to sleep at 12pm. Work and school are things that you need to learn how to balance, otherwise it will eat you up.

I leave inside the campus and I haven't left it for more than three months now.

Be strong, we can do it! :)

@norman70688
There isn't only your way, we are individuals. You have to think outside the box. You - or better - your way isn't the only one.

Instead of helping you're writing your opinion (that's okay) but telling someone that his way is wrong.

You don't have to be like him or me. But you have to accept that it's not only you, your thoughts, your way - and no, you're not accepting this.

"A man has to he strong, he shall not pass... ehh... cry."
You can live like that. It's your world. But please stop forcing on others.

@norman70688
For the third time (maybe fourth).
Crying MAY help getting a free mind, dealing with a situation, it's a way to express a feeling (! I don't say !) and sometimes it's the only way to get rid of such thoughts or fears.

I know and understand your intention. For me it wasn't clear at all and sometimes like you can't "accept" that there are other ways, too.

x)

@norman70688 @Irithyll Stop it guys! Thanks for your help!

@Gradle NEVER!!!!... okay 😢

@norman70688
How should I know an exactly explanation? I know me and my experiences. Sometimes it's a good feeling, sometimes not - it may help 'cause you "cry the pain out". For many people I think it's the opposite, crying just make the whole thing bigger, stronger, worse...

In the end there's one thing to do - and that's in common - accept the circumstances BUT never stop trying to change everything what's possible.
Hide these feelings or putting them just away without really getting rid of them isn't a good choice.

Some of my friends are able to ignore this or that, for me it's a hell. I can't stop thinking about everything (im)possible... therefore I'm more a sensitive person.