So...
After about a month and a half of lots of interviews with 2 different companys, BOTH of them offered me a job last night.

One is a big digital agency in my country (~2000 employees) the other one is a smaller development firm (~200 employees).

It feels sad to have to deny the smaller one but the bigger one is a dream job for me due to the fact that thet focus a lot more on new tech compared to the smaller one.

But i have never been happier in my life!
It is a dream come true!

Pick the big one. More relaxing and stable!

@growling i was plannimg to say:
Pick the small one its probably a more relaxed environment and more freedom.

~200 employees is not small by all means.

It's medium-size. Which is quite big.

Working in big companies you're like office plankton. You're insignificant, and you won't make a change. It's calm, relaxed, unless top management decides to outsource your department or something.

Small and medium companies are much more agile and relying more on their own forces.

Small ones are risky, but you have the biggest effect, and the best chance to learn new technology.

Medium ones are the golden middle when it comes to new tech vs high performance requirements.