I got a song called "this causes consciousness to fracture"

then I went and found "real" vampires and a dude on anti psychotics accidentally hypnotized me cuz he's so messed up. think his consciousness got fractured long ago and he doesn't even know it, and now he's like a perpetual motion machine

then I listened to that song again and by God that did not feel good LMAO. ended up not getting to the end because I suddenly couldn't handle it

humans know so little. it's kind of cool. it's great to know we'll never get bored. somehow that's always my greatest fear. so easy to get to the end of modern sciences and human knowledge when you take into account how long a life is. if it was the end it would feel... so empty?