More and more I get the feeling that all that I do, is because someone expects "that" from me.

Maybe that someone is yourself

@cafecortado wow, that's deep. I find myself in this.

*vibrates in angry autotelic*

@cafecortado thought about that for a while. Sure, it's by believes and my self image that let me do all of that for others. But it drained my energy in a way, that I more and more come to a point, willing to throw my believes over board and rather seek for the things I actually want to do.

Not sure if I can break that wall in my head though.

@glowFX I expected this