What have you learned in 2025?

- I don't have germans, I hate the king because he's germans and I just hate reactionaries and nazis. Also the holocaust happened because of flemmish people.
- I learned to master music and what a DJ really was.
- Issah told us to love our neighbors or something and tell the truth.

- brain damage gives you psychosis and when you come out of it you go through psychosis again and that's actually a symptom of getting better
- doctors are disgusting
- you are your brain and losing your brain is a death
- we have very little control of ourselves and our proclivities. there's internal and external locus of control beliefs people have and I was always internal, and internal psychologically has better odds in life and better mental health and all that. but turns out actually we don't decide anything at all and it's all external. which thoughts pop into your head? what craving do you have, what wishes look good? what you enjoy and don't enjoy. all that you never decided. your body did. whether you can care or remember to do something for a friend or for a job or a project... it was never your choice
- people my age moved on in life and are adults now and I lost years of my life and can't adult. I feel so behind. also having to face the idea of mortality ? limited life?