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So I just used Google analytics data from my sites to reverse stalk someone who google stalked me today. I got a whole bunch of information including their mobile model, their city and bunch of other data to confirm they did actually stalk me and understand their psychology.

Backstory: I had deactivated my instagram a couple of weeks ago account without any notice. It was the best decision I made this year. I feel more focused and found myself with plenty of time which otherwise I would have spend on lusting over those sexy ig girls.

Thought nobody would even notice or care. But apparently this one girl, my 2020 covid long distance lover whom I haven't talked to in over 8 months noticed it and decided to Google me.

She spent over 25 mins on my main site and also somehow managed to discover my dead travel blog from Google. I was thinking that I did a good job with the pseudonym I used for the travel blog. Apparently that's not the case!

She must've then proceeded to my linkedin account listed on the site and then sent me a connection request. That was then the notification popped up in my phone earlier today and made me feel butterflies in my stomach. I hadn't felt those butterfly feeling ever since I figured out that we can't be together or possibly even meet for once in real life.

I was curious how she found my linkedin and why sent me the request. We are not even in a related work field, same country. I never thought I'd be thinking more than 5 secs over a linkedin connection request.

That's what lead me to check out the Google analytics data to find the chronology of the events that lead to this connection request.

Anyways, it warmed my heart to learn that she still remembers me after all these months and that she bothered to Google me. Maybe she worried if I blocked her in ig? Or maybe she wondered if I lost my life in the recent covid wave?..

I wanted her to think that I was dead by not responding to the linkedin connection request. But it is possible that she checked out my GitHub profile and found my recent activities.

It fucking sucks knowing that I might never meet her in real life. If we meet, I worry it will lead us to doing things that might hurt others.

I guess at least I can die knowing that there was some truth in our love and someone cared about me and that it was not some illusion I felt..

Maybe the least I can do for her is to just accept that connection request.

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  • 8
    Yes, accept the request and have a chat
  • 4
    Best LinkedIn promotion I've read. *slow clap*
  • 5
    This is usually the part where other guys would tell you to do it.

    You need more bros.
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    I might be alone with my opinion here but I wouldnt touch it.
    You decided against before probably for good reasons. I would be careful to have someone to attached over social media. Real stalking is huge problem and this would have been the first red flag for me.
    If you want a women to fuck or spend your life with I wouldnt look to far. Its usually just a game of chance.
    And long distance relationships suck ass. I have tried it for years and would not do it again.
  • 2
    @molaram She lives in another country. We would have sucked off eachother if we had a chance to meet. At some point, the online sexting and stuff was not enough anymore for us.

    But fuck the corona and travel restrictions, I have been trying to get to her country since last September and still it is impossible to go to her country because of travel ban. Not to mention, to travel to another country to meet and do something sounds psychotic and suicidal in these times.

    But life has to move on. I personally believe it was a good decision that I stopped contact with her despite having loving her. Things have changed a lot. Though it is still my wish to meet her, I don't know if it is right to do that because she's now married to someone else. So I'm just gonna not try or even think about ever meeting her.
  • 0
    @Crismon True. She is a great girl, but it was just impossible to bring our life together. In addition to cultural barrier and risking being ostracized by both of our family because of all the differences between us, the travel restrictions was making a nail in coffin for our future together.

    But it was a great learning experience. I'm careful with online friendships since then.

    I hope she's not living in pain over me. Her finding me on the most unexpected platform after this long gap makes me worry about her a bit.

    Anyways, we are now connected on LinkedIn. Not sure what's the point of it though. But I'm not gonna engage in chat or try to meet her ever.
  • 0
    @HoloDreamer do what your grandparents would have done and stow away if you have to. Jk
  • 2
    Well, she messaged me and said she needs me. Whatever that means 🙇

    Fuck, life is so complicated.
  • 0
    @HoloDreamer dude every time girls have said that to me what they meant was they needed me..inside them lolol.

    Cant tell you whether to take the plunge. I just know what I would do.
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