God in heaven
I default to working now because may as well right ?
Need money
Have pride.
Personally feel they should just hand over a paycheck or whatever funds are necessary to get the job that is deserved and desired heh

Kind of feels like a tragic waste of time being stuck around weird increasingly creepy dumbass people as a stepping stone which will lead upwards for certain
Because well
This is who this is and there is no other direction
But the path upwards needs to lead to a summit where said person never leaves and just stays in a position helpful to his and the world's recovery from this insanity