I have to be motivated to do SOMETHING but every project I think of has no purpose if it gets took or doesn’t continuously serve its purpose

I mean maybe a little bit of encouragement ?
That leads to something other than tradgedy ?

So in checking over alot of my instructional videos and videos I took while traveling, damn do I say fuck alot lol

https://youtu.be/X84muuaySVQ

Look what I found again

And this morning begins with a thought of raping an arachnid sigh

‘Tis fucked up

Bahahahaha

If you remove the compressibility aspect of oxygen as a gas by converting it into a liquid can you pack more molecules into the same volume anyway ? Or could you always get the more moles with pressurized gas ?

Oh and fuck them for leading me to finding the same neat shit

https://youtu.be/bs1HC3Q3nJ8

For surt må det være en stor mengde materialer til flashpulver som er hyllestabil og består av aluminiumskombinasjonen for forstyrrelser og sjokk

https://youtu.be/bs1HC3Q3nJ8

Do something interesting for once and help a good cause

So I just enjoy the intellectual social and sexual company of adults and noone else, without horrific drama attached and strange fetish, is there noone else like this ?

whelp. fuck you grub2

fuck you for presneting yourself as a problem to be solved all over again.

fuck you for the efi partition containing a search for the fucking boot/efi partition by uuid
fuck my host system for taking a cloned drive and fucking around because it couldn't tell which drive the uuid was emanating from

fuck them using entries files with linux options specifying the uuid of the root partition which ALSO now must have a subvol parameter supplied to a rootoptions parameter to find the fucking root drive

fuck them for making it look like the fucking software is smarter than it seems.

and fuck them for not creating some kind of autoprobe fucking utility added to teh initial boot drive which is smart enough to load a stub of grub2 and then pull in teh rest of the slice partitions it shouldn't be using in the first place

and fuck you fedora for using btrfs in the first place and mounting a different partition for linux images and yet another under /boot/efi

and fuck you virtualbox for not producing teh shit the kernel finds IMMEDIATELY once in rescue mode !!!

I think zimmerman's parents tortured him as well as tori by telling them everything meant something else and raping them continually until they became chomos and they wanted to share this fear with an adult who never experienced this, i think also my father tried to make me develop into a criminal. sigh.

See here is how I know these are not randomly generated some of these sound like things they would say

I don’t think inspirobot is random anymore

I got several I saw last time but here is one gem

So a rare sight two beautiful stacked Latina whores in a. Land of emaciated skeletons fit only for men who don’t like women

Occasionally I am tempted

so i'm looking at some jumpy sex offender right now.

and wanting to kill him pretty badly.
just snapped another 20 pictures of his profile
and there is a differnet kid there with him and the woman selling her now

and i'm deciding whether to shoot him or not

STOP BEING FUCKING CRAZY !!!

Oh a long day of reproducing a series of summarized videos about not so much my favorite topic but one that is constantly on my mind

Third time at least

so do we have to wait another 20 years for dune part 2 after waiting like a decade extra for dune part 1 ?

They need to adjust their play list
Second time creepy song says “I don’t want you waking up” as it’s main lyric

Is it lack of sleep, lack of novelty, the years of abuse, lack of hope, why is my brain frozen right now ?

Wanna keep entertaining me so I can get through the day not releasing my rage on someone who deserves it in multiple ways please ? Say something clever not copied from one of us

Ever feel like the world ate you and shit you out the otherside into the hell everyone else was waiting in ?

Two things are making me feel that way.
One all this dumb crap and accompanying embittering knowledge.

Two python.

Just so there is some relation to programming and all the other farsical evil bullshit I deal with on a daily basis you bastards.

never thought i'd live around twice to see richard nixon get humped up the butt by aliens. 'please no not that !' heh

I feel no motivation until we're past this fucked up hump and all the tech that is relevant and theory that was kind of crap remains the same and in the same foreground position and all the chommies die or go away.

I can't even finish the next line of code I know I already wrote to spawn a crap ton of md5 and file structure scans for quick disk vs disk inventory.

that i knew actually worked.

i mean if i hide proof this time period existed in teh fucking woods again they'd just use dogs to find it.

guess its time to make news.

Sigh they get butthurt over what people did 300 years or so ago but they themselves are engaging in the creation of and propagation of modern slavery today

How... American

see now this is the f-ing shit that pisses me off.
There is this project named dain.

One time I made a project that dropped frames using opencv or ffmpeg i can't remember, creating a test output file and ran them through dain to benchmark it for myself.

alot of things just like this actually I tended to do to get a better sense. Its the reason I abandoned the NN since I think I have a feel for how to design them for certain tasks and remember that with my 'successes' i was still really far off from where i'd like to be.

additionally there are other kinds of ml that interest me more that I am not seeing too much on... point is

I worked all this crap out
got wavenet working to check on it YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARS ago and because the dirty fucks out west kept stealing my stuff, i end up back at square one waiting for some douchebag to steal my stuff again who isn't even going to do anything but pretend he's straight or pretend everything has some faggot meaning. its very annoying. why do these people live this way again ?

I'm sorry did I say something they found offensive, like the truth about their town ? or just sort of suggest it lol

It’s their reaction that incited so called hate and so far as I can tell it was meant to

https://news.google.com/articles/...

Does it cheapen it for anyone else when you know someone is being sexy cute for the specific purpose of manipulating their viewers into experience fawning admiration of them ?

So I remade a video today and the precision to which peoples nervous systems behave is ridiculous when it comes to reproducing willful actions when surrounded by other people recreating willful actions sigh

And here in thought I’d had a new idea
Oh well not this time
However does remind me the dirty slut bags fucked men over for no reason at all again

I want a package installed deep inside me

And just as I type this she sits down heh

https://biology.stackexchange.com/q...

tell me things.

I want to lock a bunch of people up and see the social media effects of giving them search engine access to only educational materials and tech and relay everything else via books and television and DVD’s and see if they learn to socialize again because goddamn people are boring now