I wonder why I'm so neurotic. I mean my life is great by some aspect, I have a nice flat and some weed and a beautiful wife who can explain deleuze to me but yet I want to go surfing with the german sex cult

A sex cult and you want to go surfing with it. Would prefer motorboating. What you want is like playing traditional chess with Ron Weasley.

@retoor who tf is ron measley?

@retoor i smoked half a pack of cigarette at new year eve and i still have headache. Why are my sinuses so weak.

perhaps you find such stress and excitement to be homely

I forget how to put it. if you grew up in a chaotic environment anything that's not chaotic is going to feel "wrong". so you won't be able to relax, you don't know how

@jestdotty yea I went to do rock climbing, it really helps when your whole body hurts and you cant move