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lol turns out this was a psychic dream. well that's a relief actually
in the sense cuz a lot of my magic vision / dreams lately have been absolutely fucking terrifying
but this puts them into a new light. my empathy has just gone straight through the roof and I was reading someone else's mind lol. so all the things tormenting me weren't actually "real" in the magic realm and good fucking grief
since I got sick I noticed I was more suggestible... so these spirit quests and dreams I guess are me rebuilding my psychic realm. God humans understand so little about the universe. but the universe is also a magnificent place. also full of terror and terrible things though. it's ok tho. strangely we're a lot more resilient than we think we are 😝 -
@YourMom ok well...
sooo I've been messing around with the woo-woo stuff
and I think I def have fibromyalgia and tons of stress in my body from whatever the fuck. so I would not suggest doing magic if you are in a bad physical state
but I met a friend of a friend (they now can be called) irl recently... and she's into tarot cards and "energy" stuff and was on the verge of learning reiki... and we just did some crazy trippy shit (before my body got too stressed). not a myth to me anymore lol. she called me a channeler. so she knows how to do monk-like stuff like what's in your video but only to herself... and what I have always done in my life is "osmosis" other people... so I had her do it in front of me as I focused on her and became her (here I thought I was a shapeshifter lol). and it worked and she made my body feel amazing. fuuuuck. her aura didn't feel as strong as this guy's. I also learned to see auras a bit ago
I want/need Qigong tho. I am sick/weak. is bad -
@YourMom sounds like the astral. you can invent moves and that place has different rules. it's very weird. cuz you realize it's not rules you're making, it has a physics somehow and you have to actually go through the discovery process
lots of people go to sleep, lucid dream, then can access the astral after while dreaming. not too sure how it works. I have other problems for now lol -
@YourMom well did magic while sick and having unresolved angers and traumas and don't do that =]
I am also manic I think from the fibromyalgia
mania makes it hard to control magic and then you get retraumatized lol, especially cuz you easily can cease sleeping
so anyway now I'm on anti psychotic meds. at least I could sleep on them. also interestingly they gave me feeling back in my body. as did Qi gong tho. I wanna fix my body now
but been running around with the psych stuff. prior to that had a hack diagnose me multiple sclerosis but I don't have antibodies. he just wants to shill for money. lame. I think stress > fibro > brain lesions, body numbness
when you mix in magic (and the mania... which happens if you've been under stress for a long time) then you end up fighting ghosts. cuz I can't clear my neuronal connections of events. if the human is a receiver, you receive, but then I can't clear. so I start repeatedly hallucinating
anti psych meds numbed it out though (mostly) -
@YourMom umm well it's all connected
I don't think I like the demons... don't wanna think about that lmao
myths on some occasions are actually about aliens from nearby star systems and galaxies. they're higher evolved than we are, so I hear. and yeah they have a protective shield on earth with some specific rules, so I hear
but I'm not at that level. gonna stick to reiki for now lmao... and qigong. because I'm sick and my energy is just all over. probably what caused the mania issues
I met a girl IRL recently who is a friend of a friend and she's learning reiki (but can't do it on others yet, she's just meant to practice on herself for now). we had some trippy surreal experiences. well that's what she said after. she called me a channeler. cuz I just osmosis the people beside me... so we hung out for a few hours (and that's what helps me osmosis better) and then I asked her to heal herself in various parts and it had effected me. hell yeah felt awesome. I think I tried her out tho -
@YourMom hey why'd you depart 👀
This guy dream come true as he was waiting for this moment.
we were in space. we failed our mission in this rust bucket of a ship. we were the last of humanity. surprised the thing was holding the oxygen in from space at all. we didn't even have power for lights inside the rust bucket
and there was this thing... we did something to it but it failed, we needed it for some mission but our plan went wrong... and we had 2-3 hours of oxygen left. it was impaled on a rusty sharp section of a half broken wall. right down the middle. of its mangled human body if you could call it that. it had melting skin, dripping blood and melting cartilage. in this rust bucket, of high heat and humidity, and you could smell its melting flesh like you bit your own lip and singed it somehow at the same time. like burnt meat, cartilage on the BBQ but with fresh irony blood, the taste of the flesh of your lip. and it noticed me and started tearing itself along the rusty wall segment that was serrated... moving fast and terrifying. it was hungry. it was angry. it had nothing else on its mind, and no possibility of anything else. livid
can't even enjoy suffocating to death for 2-3 hours in peace
one thing to have dreams of dying but come on. can't even die in peace now!
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