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Timelines will shift because of my incomplete code. My senior will be pissed that I took so many days and delivered a simple code with no junits with a lot of conditions missing.
I am doing nothing. I am. preparing for a switch but I am feeling anxious again. I earlier also got a feedback that I ask for the feedbacks or suggestions very late, in this case my senior kept on saying that he'll review directly. This code review was expected to have problems but now the timelines are set. Although I knew that the iterations will be there, I did not put those in the timelines, I could not voice it out in front of my manager. I suck.
I never got a positive feedback here. NEVER. Looks like 2 people I need to closely work with are always pointing out the problems and I have lost my confidence and anxiety hits me hard.

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    @AtuM Yeah I know. For an hour, I am anxious. My feet are cold, my heart beats are fast. I don't know how to have that attitude that you just don't care. I care so much that I might spent a day cursing myself.
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    @AtuM yeah I realise that but don't know hiw to work on it. My company fires people just like that. Not able to perform will cost my job. I am not open to make mistakes that's the reason.
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    You are experiencing being brainwashed by these fuckwads. Don't let them have the power to drag you down any further. Whoever is your superior, if you can, schedule a meeting and tell him/her you feel like you've been set up to fail, and how are the two of you going to make a plan to get you back on your feet. If your boss person doesn't react favourably to this i.e. starts flinging more shit at you, try to conclude the meeting and go back to what you were doing.
    If you can give notice, do that. Your mental health is at stake. Good luck, I've been where you are. I got up and walked out after a meeting with my supervisor left me so incensed my hands were shaking to the point that I couldn't use a keyboard. Hasta, hunty! I never looked back.
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