The mind and body end up as they do via the most common activity both are placed through.

I've been surrounded by stupid and lost my ability to communicate.

I've been surrounded by helplessness and became old.

I've traveled to my original life and become young again, though diminished, the mind tricks itself, with effort to push past stalls from lack of use of will it can come alive again at any time.

This is very reminiscent of zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance

@atheist hahaha hurrrahhh the feedback that lets me know i did the same thing heh

@AvatarOfKaine You did the same thing as me? You're reading the book? Just very high?

@atheist no, and no. life sucks too much to be sitting comfortably reading a book stoned out of my mind on mid grade chiba as opposed to that AWFUL high grade crap they have out west.

but I recognize I made this comment before.

@atheist can you people not help it anymore ?

there were so many people around that just wouldn't admit time was passing to keep the rest of us confused you know.

I'm surounded by A players, over achivers and they just don't know how take "no" as answer....

Maybe I also don'tr know HOW to say proper "NO".

It's going to shit right now, I honestlly considering just leave my % in company, leave salary, leave all of that. And go and be a consultant junior level with 0 responsabilities and I know I can do in 4 hours 1 week of work.

thanks for assiting my useless TED talk.

@NoToJavaScript sick of retards that do the same things over and over ?

hear that :P

@AvatarOfKaine the thing is.. they are FAR from beeing retards.

It's just... unberable. Somethime I know it will not work, but there is hype, thre is motivation thre is a WILL to do thing right.

It just can't feet in a dealine, so I sign on it out of pressure. And ofc deadline is not respected.

And at this point it's a witch hunt "Why, who fucked up ? What happened?" etc.

And then you present facts, you are just shutdown by something "Oh yeah that interuption wasn't incluided, but hey, you should've managed that." Or "Oh yeah scope changed, it doesn't mean deadline moved".

I'm out of thing to do and say. Right now I'm not even working, I just do tasks which equire "Immediat attention", but in the past 3 weeks I made 0 progress on a project I lunched myself, just because It will end the same

@NoToJavaScript sounds like they like making drama.