Fuck, life is really suck man 😥

"If it was easy - everyone could do it"

Don't give up, you can push thought! There are numerous examples where people went through tough times and if they did it - you can do it to. Try to focus on root causes, not the symptoms, as an engineer - you have the power to plan, fix and solve the issues, just don't get your head clouded and try to see it from a distance... Most of the stuff I should worry about does not mean anything year later, let alone 30 years later or mean a lot to people outside my company or customers. The world is much bigger than what your problems wants you to believe, and never let anyone think you do not have the options!

@gto3000 Does that work when you know but don't understand the sh** you put in your code

Hear you brother, hope things will turn around for you soon

Yep. It is.

@AndroidJester not sure I understood your question, can you give me the clear steps to reproduce the issue you have described?

Life doesn't suck in general because this moment seems to suck. That's an over generalization with highly negative consequences if allowed to run free.

Life is hard, you just have to get harder. I've spent nights in the last year sleeping in bus stops, then been harassed the next day by the police who take the crime of being homeless a little too serious in the town I've been in recently. Once the detainment is over, I don't whine about it to anyone, I'm happy to avoid county jail then let it go so I can move forward since time isn't going to wait for me to get my two minutes hate out of my system. Go to Starbucks, work on some code and charge my phone, check my rejection emails and see if I can wrangle a night at motel 6 somehow. Not saying I'm so hard or anything really, but what I've learned is that fixating on the suck just makes it all suck more.

Everything could be better if but for wretched garbage