I hate my stupid non confident ass.

I was just negotiating for a pay for a project that I would work at after my day job, because I'm familiar with it and they really can't get a better person to finish it. And I get shy when talking to the boss and totally lowball it and now I'm working for peanuts.

Fuck. :(

I know how you feel

It's difficult I know. Try and learn from this one, have a figure in your head before you meet so you don't get flustered.
You'll probably do it a couple more times, but eventually you'll get there. I struggled with it for a long time, still undersell myself now and again.

I'm not sure if it is still an issue, but i was a freelancer before and indians really love to work for peanuts. I cant fucking beat their rates.

@meister but can tgey beat your skill. I had 3 indians working under me in my last job.
It was a nightmare one of them kept emailing me with basic questions about html . Like what's a form tag for. She was supposed to be a web dev
Eventually the company let me go and I had to train them on my work. They ignored my calls and a friend who still there is left putting out fires on the site all the time.

dude same. i feel your pain.