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b2plane63921yI don't get it? Sounds like a random mental breakdown from too much work and not enough rest. Write a full backstory
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b2plane63921y@jsframework9000 ive had that in 2021 and 2022 both caused because of college.
Wouldnt wish a mental breakdown on my worst enemy
In 2021 i was studying for the first 6 months of the year for 1 single exam and kept failing. At one moment around 10 PM while studying excessively for 15-18 hours a day every day for 6 months and still failing, while i was studying i mentally snapped like glass. As if a demon possessed me. Half of the stuff i dont remember for how vivid the memory was. I got up and for the first time ever went to the fridge to drink alcohol and i never drink alcohol. There was only cans od Heineken beer. I drank one after another. Drank over 7 8 9 10 and then 11 or 12 cans. Got extremely drunk. Couldnt walk or stand. I had to crawl. I kept falling down. Then i couldnt even crawl. I fell and laid down on the floor. Kept blacking in/out. At one point saw myself licking the floor upside down right next to dog food. Thats when my parents saw me in shock and helped immediately -
b2plane63921y@rudinskiz shes a fucking stupid bitch. Crying for not knowing english while i get actual mental breakdowns for very valid reasons. Fuck her
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@ostream yeah that’s true, however i would expect basic english skills if the policy of the company is knowing english
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b2plane63921y@jsframework9000
Still in 2021, the next morning when i woke up i kept uncontrollably crying. Sobbing. I had remote work from 9am but i could not work at all. I couldnt tell anyone what i was going through. No one could understand. I just couldnt stop crying. It was such a highly extreme mental pain and pressure that i called a suicide prevention hotline. It was that much serious. But the number was outdated and didnt work. No one fucking picked up. I felt endangered for myself due to being home alone and i was in a mental state of being capable to do anything to myself. So i wanted to call the police. Fighting a battle with myself not to call the police i sobbed and cried inside. Fighting literal demons and satan all by myself. So i called my parents to get home immediately again. I then had to take a whole year off. The entire 5-6 months just to get the mental breakdown to cool off. It was THAT bad and WAY worse than i could describe it in this comment -
b2plane63921y@rudinskiz exactly. Especially if shes a project manager she is supposed to fucking know english as one of the basic fundamental and REQUIRED SKILLS. HOW DO STUPID PEOPLE KEEP GETTING FUCKING HIRED BUT SKILLFUL PEOPLE GET REJECTED
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Is it just fantasy, caught in a landslide, no escape from reeaaalliittty...
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2022. Mental breakdown #2, again 6 months later happened. This time it was even more extreme. Even more serious. This time instead of killing myself like the previous year, mentally and physically, i have developed a psychopathic disorder where i was in a mental state and had a plan to execute a premeditated murder of a professor and the assistant at my college with a razor sharp knife. I was mentally damaged beyond repair that i started watching gore videos of mexican cartels beheading people. Torture. Real Executions. Dismemberment. Agony. Hell of the hell on earth. I enjoyed watching all of that gore. Eyes gauging. Train ripped a man in half. I loved seeing all of it. Because i imaged those death victims are the professor and the assistant. Then i took a home knife during the second mental breakdown. I was fighting satan. I was this 🤏 close to cutting my veins. Again alone at home. Fighting with myself. In a fight i sliced my fist and missed the veins, bleeding -
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Still in 2022 of the 2nd mental breakdown, as i was uncontrollably sobbing and crying, this time with absolute range and barely controllable madness, i printed the professor's face, put it on a tree in my backyard, took a gun and shot his face on the paper to let the rage out. All of this in an attempt to stop myself from committing a real murder. I was a real demon fight. When i ran out of bullets i was still full of rage and started punching professors face on the papir that was on a tree, with maximum strength. I was punching the tree with my bare hands. I was in unbelievable pain but the mental pain was beyond the level of physical pain so i continued. I broke the bones in my arm from punching the tree and pavement at maximum strength, imagining that i was beating the professor to death -
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Still in 2022 for the 2nd mental breakdown, my fist was broken so i started cutting myself with a knife and imagined i was slicing the professor's head off that i printed on the piece of paper that im holding. I was mentally damaged beyond repair. This helped but not a lot. I had to carry out the murder execution plan. i had a plan to bring the knife and if i fail the exam for 5736th time because the professor and assistant is a dipshit, and if they refuse to let me pass cause i was missing only 1 point and have the knowledge but they're just assholes, i planned to take the knife and stab the assistant. As a Full rage of fury and demonic possession. Then cut his head off as everyone else screams runs or watches. Then stab the professor and cut his head off. Then cut their hearts out and stomp on the hearts and eat them. Then dismember their bodies and finally by ending my vengeance, commit suicide.
I fought so hard to avoid all of that. And i managed to avoid it. -
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So. If someone hasn't been through a dark time like this or worse than this, You have no right to say you experienced a mental breakdown. -
b2plane63921y@jsframework9000 im fine now. But school/college has ruined my life. There is only 1 thing i regret in life and thats wasting my time in school. Its a scam and garbage. I learned nothing, lost myself, lost my time lost my money permanently damaged my mental state and gained 0 value back. I regret it all
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Uh.. Why would one cry just because she can't speak English? She should have taken a course since long ago.
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