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@SoldierOfCode *generic thank you* lol
@-red I like the way you read this.
@Ranchonyx aye.. do I get points for trying?
@Hazarth lol was bored and it was a long weekend so thought of goofing around.
@theKarlisK in thick Indian accent
@Demolishun lol I agree. Need to troll on another level now.
@marcus5914 eni maa ne.. 😂
@-red welcome home.
Faced any travel restrictions?
How are you flying Kites in the UK?
@rEaL-jAsE does that mean we never sleep?
We sleep when we die.
Time to conquer the world.
@electrineer a whole number is within fractions, an integer.
@Demolishun pandemic restrictions to go outside.
I am currently pursuing my music hobby and trying to find some time to go and purchase a practice pad to learn drumming.
I think you are right. Keeping busy is the only way to get out of the rut.
@UnicornPoo thanks dude for being there.
Not much luck. When I started my job hunt, I landed good companies but since the momentum wasn't there, I failed and then struggled to get feedback from the companies to improve. When I did, my mental health went down but I started to learn a lot at current role (though location is a mess) so decided to stick around with a confused state on shall I continue job hunt or not.
I don't think I can lie to parents but yes, dumping here has always helped me. I have started to shut out a lot and burry my emotions and feelings. You are right, I need to figure out a channel to process the emotions and thoughts.
I don't see much luck in a job overseas because of the pandemic right now.
Thanks for being there.
@darksideofyay I am not afraid of cutting ties with them.
It's the process that's ling and painful, especially with pandemic situation.
More so, my family is full of egostical fucks who'll listen to one side of the story and blame. I'll have to plan and slowly move out of their lives to not get noticed, otherwise they'll make every possible attempt to ruin my life without any remorse.
@darksideofyay I no longer have a support system.
My parents and relatives hate me with every inch of their soul, I don't understand why.
All they care for is me funding them. I wish I could cut ties and go away forever. I no longer care for my or their existence.
@johnmelodyme I did bro and it was useful.
@iiii the feeling of being unwanted and being used as a provider with no emotions is awful.
@Hazarth Learned this a very hard way. It's still difficult to implement and I am trying.
@Nanos I am being systematically abused by my parents and family and am only valued as long as I provide (financially) to them. The moment I stop it will be the moment they discard my existence and I will be of no value to them.
I have reached my breaking point and just unable to process any emotion or cope up.
One of my man cave goals is to have a bonsai tree.
@jasonpezzimenti thanks bro. Really appreciate you always being so supportive :)
@Root *virtual hug*
I hear you dude. I know how it feels and at times we are at loss of words to even express it or take it out of our system.
While I am also not in the best state of mind, I am more than happy to offer any help and support I can for you to vent out or just hear you without judgement.
My Telegram is same as devRant id.
I wish more power and good vibes for you. Thank you for being a wonderful friend, I am fortunate to have met you :)
@Hazarth @electrineer why?
@Demolishun it's Hindi and it means,
Can anyone teach me programming, here's my WhatsApp <phone number>
That beanie hat colour suits you well :)
@kiki that question hit me hard.
Keep us posted.
@gdb123 I'd make sure I raise my kid well, if I plan to have one.
@JsonBoa trying my level best to leave.
What's funny is, she was sent to one of the top tier schools in town with best teachers and facilities. Yet she can barely speak English.
And because of that, I was made to go to a shitty school with absolutely no advantage on knowledge or circulars.
You are right, let's use our brains to optimal capacity and build a better life for ourselves.
@SoldierOfCode what @Standing said.
And she fucks up on decisions and then would make me pay for her lack of competency to make better life choices.
One instances is, she never considered our parents insurance seriously risking their lives.
Because of that, not only we got super expensive insurance with almost zero coverage, but also, now when I plan to upgrade it, it is costing me a leg and an arm because we delayed it and age factor is costing extra premium.
Only if she was competent enough (that she claims to be), she'd wouldn't take the ownership of the insurance task and if she did, she act swifty to make sure get the best deal securing lives.
But guess who now has to go through all the paperwork, stress, and 3X the cost of insurance, because the idiot failed to do her job.
@C0D4 yes, the amount of emotional abuse and blackmail they do has ruined me.
I fucking want those idiots out and will only stick to parents and that too a transactional relationship.
Enough of family love and drama. I am done.