Even though I bragging about how good my few projects are to the people I talk to them about, I undervalue my worth as a developer.

Even though I am desperate for money, I've only recently started trying to get work in the dev community (with little success) because I actually feel that I'm not a good enough developer..

Well you will always be better than me. Trust me.

@CurseMeSlowly

Fun fact: Not feeling good enough is also why I haven't ordered my free devRant stickers...

@Cyanite hey me too. Hi5 ? Maybe? ✋

@CurseMeSlowly

Then again, i hit 4k in 38 days..

Not a good enough developer...
Compared to who?

@knuppelsmurf

Anyone/everyone else. (In my own opinion)

@Cyanite cry in a corner alone.

If I'm not wrong I got this 3K+ by shamelessly bragging off my mistakes and needlessly changing my username and avatar. So 😳

@CurseMeSlowly

I got mine from creating a Virtual Linux OS Game thing in pure Java (complete with a filesystem, modding API, and terminal with commands) called ExitCode that got really popular on devRant for a short while, though I'm on hiatus from it atm.

@Cyanite girl. you serious? Crying alone at corner is not enough. I should go and dig my own grave or something. 🤐

@CurseMeSlowly

I just feel like no one cares about what I do.. Like my work isn't valued... (I merely want to get paid for working on my projects...)
On top of that, I'm about to get kicked out of where I live because I have no money and my sister (whom i'm staying with) can't afford to keep me any longer.. I'm probably going to move in with my gradparents whom I hate.. x.x

@Cyanite ok that's obviously suck to the max. But what you have done and what you have accomplished is fucking awesome dude. 😶

@Cyanite that shit between you sisters, I'm gonna suggest you to step back a little. Doesn't mean you are on wrong track or something. I have been in similar situations as well. I took my time, grow my patience and strike back at a proper time. Giving up to emotions will be a double blow

Just my stupid 2 cents. 😳

@CurseMeSlowly

There are other reasons why I don't want to live here, but it's better to be here than with my grandparents, even though they have more money/food/better internet. My grandparents actually stopped by yesterday to give us food...

I do some occasinal work for @iSwimInTheC but not enough to really help (I have $5 in my account atm). I just feel like my whole world is about to break down around me..

Sorry for the random rant, I just like to get things off my chest and you were unfortunate enough to take an interest. x.x

@Cyanite commit a little bit more to earn a bit better? No? As long as we don't starve, we can parasite on other living things and I will always encourage it 😬 survival of the fittest dude. Don't think too much.

If where you are right now is not ideal and probably not the best but if you can learn things and experiment on this, fuck yeah. Hang in there. Once you are older than certain age limit, it if fucking miserable to have such chances.

@CurseMeSlowly

There are just not enough eyes on my projects...

@Cyanite whatever. Some progress is better than zero progress.☝️

@Cyanite Cheer up! Get some confidence. You can only succeed if you believe in yourself