is there even anyone who thinks natively in rust

if someone knows someone with YouTube channel or something that'd be great

I don't mean explanations but they actually intuitively design in it inside their own heads

generally my brain catches onto that fast but with rust I find i prototype stuff then have to go back and rewrite everything... which is a pain
and now I'm trying to do a complicated iterator object with sub functions and my brain evidently needs to make a leap over like 5 new concepts and I don't know if it's worth the effort or it will go nowhere

but if there's videos of somebody who codes natively, unconscious competence in rust then I could pick up the intuition way faster from watching them
just the problem is any content for rust is made by people who don't seem to really know rust, but are just moonlighting through it or fanboys of it

k I'm irritated by this point

it doesn't have to be so difficult to make a goddamned iterator

fuck rust and its retarded ideas

I can just easily make my own shit without trying to interface with their supposed amazing so glorious iterator system that you can't fucking do anything with because it's like a straitjacket trying to stuff fucking balls of cotton into your esophagus

I would looooove to have some structure to my code but 98% of my time is spent fighting every little goddamned thing because you can't do anything and if something works well I guess that's my fucking structure now and now everything everywhere is inconsistent conceptually and a spaghetti mess

it's like I'm fucking tangled in earphones and I wanna fucking rip them off
the more you struggle the more choked you fucking get

maybe you should just give yourself cancer with some Bluetooth instead then

how many fucking times do I have to walk the same fucking concepts in my fucking head just to get them out into this text file in a way the compiler doesn't bitch about it

I'm so fucking tired of walking the path over and over and over again and sideways and up ways

I'd have been done months ago in literally anything else

is this a fucking prison
I can break the whole fucking thing. watch me, fucker.
what goddamned stupid fuckass rules are you trying to to constrain me into

SAFE SAFE SAFE SAFE
but you can write unsafe code perfectly fine
I tried to do it the safe slow way for a while and you can't hug the guardrails, because then there's too many ways to do one thing and I can see all the bugs that they didn't cover because it's not fucking safe

ok so then let's try something else, let's use our brain and not be safe

well in this case we beat you with a shovel until you write us x7 the necessary code and _maaaybe_ it'll work or maybe you need x40 the code and an architect degree

this is like some bondage kink shit

This.
This entire post.
This is the entire esence of programming xD

WHY DON'T YOU WORK YOU STUPID SON OF A BITCH, WHY DOES NOTHING I WRITE HERE WORK, WHAT IS THIS RETARDATION, THIS WHOLE SYSTEM IS STUPID, WHO FUCKING MADE THIS
Rant for a few hours while dealing with a seemingly simple problem, cursing the computer, compiler, and language with every known swear word known to man. xD xD xD

"How to speak Rust"

https://youtube.com/watch/...

YES! JON!

buckle up, @jestdotty, cuz Jon's gonna flip your world upsidedown.

https://m.youtube.com/playlist/...

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I learned vim from him. He used to give some classes at MIT

https://missing.csail.mit.edu/

And he's also wrote the most bad ass rust book in existence

https://rust-for-rustaceans.com/

That was all back when he was still emo, I don't know how he's like nowadays

I do know that a couple os years into AWS got his baldness out of control and hey may just be full baldy now

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Beware, you're in for some seriously hardcore rust if you so choose to follow those refs