Post coffee 1: feel depressed
Post coffee 2: feel depressed
Post coffee 3: feeling great!

God I wish I could drink coffee but then i forget where I am

Post coffee 1: waking up

Post coffee 2: waking up

Post coffee 3: start feeling tired

Post coffee shit: feeling great and awake!

@jestdotty I don't get why you can't drink coffee?

I rarely drink coffee. It doesn't have much effect on me and if I had so much that I feel it, it's uncomfortable. Only bad drugs is legal.

@Demolishun it gives me dementia

idk why

I managed to drink it 3-4 days last time. longest streak yet. before the dementia happened. sense of time goes by faster also

when I first got sick I was scared to drink coffee but it actually made me feel better. made me calm. same with dark chocolate. but some months back it became the opposite and coffee and dark chocolate make my issues act up and I get dementia! I miss it 🥲

@retoor coffee tastes so fucking good

I'm not even looking for the effect. it just taste good

@jestdotty that is so fucked, and I am so sorry.

@jestdotty I'd let you give me whatever just for a hug.

Heck, give me dementia and cancer

Maybe tea could be your more grounded alternative?

This is what I see every morning.

Also, sorry to hear about your problem, @jestdotty .

I just tried to cut off for 2025.

I was up to 3-4 coffes a day +1/2 cans of red bull

Some days I had heart pounding in my chest and various caffeine crushes I couldn't recognize.

Now I cut to 1 coffe max a day.

Sometimes is hard and I want to have more but I bought a 2lt canister for water and I drink that instead.

Sounded like a suidice keeping caffeine at that rate.

@jestdotty if it tastes good have a decaffeinate. Another thing, if it is your thing, is to largely dilute it with water and make it a giant american coffee.

Sometimes to make a coffee last longer I made like a cup of water with a coffee poured into it.

Sounds disgusting, I know, but once you get used to it it isn't bad, and it lasts definitely longer for the same amount of caffeine + bonus of being released slower in time

@IHateFrameworks ye I put it down to half a scoop of coffee

haven't found decaf that didn't taste bad, maybe should look for that. I have like 4 different coffees to get through cuz I thought maybe it was the coffee type. organic instant coffee does it also!