Week : 56 ( Year 1 )

How is your weekend going?

What is your worth in life? What makes you valuable to you and others?

Previous Week : https://devrant.com/rants/11191879

I ASKED WHAT TRAITS AND CHARACTERISTICS MAKE SOMEONE VALUABLE TO YOU BEFORE AND NOBODY ANSWERED RAAGHHH

so I expect everyone I guess to say they're worthless and we all steep in it

OR MAYBE ILL GET TO FIND OUT THE ANSWER TO MY QUESTION, BUT THROUGH A SELF-SERVING NARCISSISTIC LENS WHICH SOUNDS QUITE SELF-LIMITING AND UNCREATIVE BUT I GUESS ITS SOMETHING

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me: fun / humour, clever / creative, wild / living, just intrinsic consciousness because fuck you

others: integrity, sweet, can explain stuff / communicate, "very smart", some angry dude who never liked anyone called me perfect for a while so that was funny (he still didn't pay me back though so do I believe that? guess perfect doesn't get you a raise so what's it matter!)

then there's things people never notice so it makes you sad to do them and I'm gonna stop that

and then there's things people say is "value" but makes me feel demeaned, and they certainly treat you worse and not better due to that opinion so no thanks

I don't know.

In a wedding, getting drunk.

I don't think on what makes myself valuable because I don't give a shit what other people think of me, and thus, valuing myself is pointless.

What others think it's valuable about me, is a question for them, I'd think.

@CoreFusionX I’ll have to keep that in mind after a bad ego killing conversation with my boss

I'm heading to a friend's second housewarming party because the first went so well that he decided to repeat it.

I'm heading to a friend's second housewarming party because the first went so well that he decided to repeat it.

@lorentz he wants just a second Buddha statue from you, else it would be a normal party

I don't have a worth at all. Does that matter? No, I'm enjoying myself every day. All things I do are for myself and I'm OK with that. I do nothing for others and nobody is doing anything for me. Quite isolated. The only thing I have to offer is a bit humor

Without me, the IT infrastructure of the world topples, trillions of dollars are lost, people become bankrupt, we get knocked back into the stone ages. What am I you ask, I'm a fucking HTML developer.

My dog

One side of me believes people are amazing creations and worth beyond imagination. Another side of me believes some people are worthless pieces of shit. I don't know if these two conflicting thoughts will ever make peace. I often see myself as each one of these views periodically.

@Demolishun you are right. So, live in peace

I am tottaly fine just exhausted