I am mad at myself. Angry at myself. Frustrated at myself.

For clinging onto this nothingness.
Being a coward to let things go.
Unable to give up.

It's all so tiring.
So so tiring.

For a nobody, there is nothing wrong with leaving this world as I came.

See Attached.

Don't do anything stupid. Life gets better

Everithing in this world is oh so fragile and constantly changing. Wishing for something to stay the same is not cowardly nor stupid, is just our inner yearning for stability!

...But everything changes, we can't do shit about that.

The good part about it? This oppressing feeling you're experiencing is no exception. You just have to believe that.

:)

@bkwilliams who is he? Or are you telling me to climb a mountain 🤔

@ausername @soulsuke @hashit thank guys.

@Floydian when it's almost a decade, sometimes it gets a bit harder to have faith that good parts are coming.

@NoMad yes mam :3

@XiovV virtual-hug 🤗

Look mate, I'm not for forced fake positivity.. So I'll give it to you straight: Life was, is, and will always be a complete shit of a train wreck. People aren't worth the trouble. Focus oh yourself and your goals and fuck everything else because nothing and no one is worth a shit.

Just focus on yourself.

@MrCSharp so true, so true.

@cursee

Wanderer Above the Sea of Fog
By Caspar David Friedrich

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