I would like to apologize for everything I've said to all devRanters.

- Alexander, Kanye, SidThePajeet, etc

Ok, do you promise not to do it again?

... Who are you?

@atheist I'm a very old devRant user, who went by many names.

why

is this a church

are we your priest

@jestdotty is this where you heal your hurts?

@atheist I think if I extricate my hurts somewhere else I only hurt myself further. I have to deal with it myself cuz of trust issues and paranoia. I expect everybody to let me down at best, or be an idiot or malicious

@cafecortado he won't, but is truly sorry atm :p

@jestdotty https://youtu.be/bhSB8EEnCAM

@atheist oooh that's a good point

music does help heal the soul. someone ruined music for me tho and I had stopped listening

@jestdotty 😅 the lyrics to that song start with
"This is my church
This is where I heal my hurts"

Which is what your comment reminded me of and my reply was a play on. My ADHD brain doing wildly tangential thoughts.

I need a song about someone pretending to bond with you over music but having used it all as a con-lie for the basis of literally asking you out for marriage and shit now...

@jestdotty women have a tendency to take their clothes off around me regardless of the bonding over music. You're one of those people that watches porn for the story aren't you?

@atheist no. demisexual/asexual so it does nothing for me basically

also TIL women are whores

no I was curious and also I like emotions. but turns out he just pretended to be listening to my music and never did (and later he raged out in the car at me during Christmas when I was playing a song he supposedly liked...). also he was a narcissistic clout-chaser. I was curious why everyone always liked people like that. got to find out that yes my sense for who is a narc is actually on point lol

doesn't help he fed me a few songs and they became part of my library and I don't know which ones they are now so I get disgusted what if it's one of his... or a bunch of my songs sound like ones he did play so I now dislike them

seriously who lies to someone about music they're into. it seems so trivial

@jestdotty I can trauma bond with just about anyone (I'm hard to kill and a lot of things have tried) and I also don't judge so people tend to bond with me. Also I'm cute, so women try to jump me.

But ye, people are assholes. I'm a total bastard but it's only fun to pick fights with people that start the fight. So in some ways I'm nice.