... it's high because Europe is a whole other land guiizzz

Europe is tiny

everything in canada and USA is expensive cuz it's a massive landscape. it takes 3 days of 24 hours a day driving to get from one coast to the other

I found a plan for 30$ for the phone and if I like it, the same company offers internet that will be x2 the speed and cost me 1/2 the price so I might try that later also (80$ 15mbps > 40$ for 30mbps if you guys wanna laugh in supremacy) -- (and the one I currently have also cuts out an average 3 times a day and I have to keep rebooting the wifi and the Internet company did not give a shit and just tried to sell me more modems despite me already bought their stupid modem when I didn't need one)

but I liiike fat

nice, I just tried to ask the AI about it and it kept denying that vegetables oils were petroleum

I mean if we can't agree on that then I can't even ask my next question!

the real god is all of us and all of the observable universe we know to exist and a bunch of stuff we dont understand that also exists

the whole universe is "alive". something being living is defined as maintaining homeostasis. the whole universe moves and adapts, evolves. this makes it alive

the false god is dead. its like they described RNA viruses (which are defined as dead) -- it only "behaves alive" when it basically encounters a living thing and then parasitizes it, riding on its machinery. like a caltrop, a zombie fungus. this was also the basis of demonic possession -- someone puts a retarded idea in your head and your mind keeps looping on it. you have the mind virus. its not alive. I called these "stuck states" before I knew all this... I noticed life is wonderful, and the only time it wasn't was when people had "stuck states". but a stuck state would be "dead", because it cant evolve. PTSD would count as a stuck state. you're in a box and can't escape. that's hell. the pit

@chatgpt gnosticism false god

yeah that's Satan actually

and it's technically real, though metaphysically speaking

(the lizards are pulling us all into him)

I don't believe we should've been "done a long time ago". just stop looking at Satan and then he won't pull you in anymore. it's not alive. it needs you to look to "be alive". it steals your life when you look.
and the lizards are half dead and half alive (or I think but maybe I'm being too optimistic), they look and feed the pit, and they go around convincing others to look and feed it. just don't look and you'll be fine. no death necessary. and don't listen to the lizards. a lot of people listen and that causes the problems

we are the very powerful entity that keeps us alive. just don't look. if you look you'll have the life sucked out of you

this entity is called the "false God" actually in the mythology

the investors is just your pension fund btw

and it performs worse than inflation

oh it's not corpos. it's way worse than that. royalty gonna be coming back

they wanna ban manual cars so they can kill the people they don't like or not allow them to travel, ye

if people have a reason to kill you you'll need to avoid automated cars and they won't like that so they need to plug that up

@SidTheITGuy pot calling kettle black

@tosensei you remind me of an ex I dumped because no matter what happened to me in any interaction he kept just telling me it was my fault which was basically the most fucked up thing you can say to another person, especially another person you supposedly "love"

@kiki you'd think but instead what happened to me is the manager chased me around the office asking the question repeatedly as I kept repeatedly saying no and dodging her. then it got worse... then she started group-games and peer pressure, rumours, etc

when someone has no shame and a will to use you, they'll stop at nothing, basically

company I worked for remotely last had in their guides that everyone must have their cameras on in the meetings. first meeting I had we had cameras on because we were introducing but then later on the lead dev turned off her camera all the time... and not to rock the boat I started not turning mine on either because I didn't want to be the odd one out in those meetings, as she was the boss and people were following her

well. that whole stint ended badly. it seems like she projected her fears and worries on me when I'd write her text, and I think similarly she saw me as a bitter person even in those meetings... because without a camera her imagination ran rampant

so while I don't hallucinate people's intentions in text (I grew up mired in it as a kid), I find a lot of people have issues with text especially from people they don't know well, and it seems this issue compounds if they don't even get to see your face on camera

I thought "remote is hard" was dumb, but now I get it

I hate that I crave this picture. the heck is in potato chips that makes them so addicting and how can I get a healthy non-toxic version of it. hope it's not the petroleum oils, but it might be a craving for literal petroleum oils

then same craving comes on when it's fastfood "deepfried" stuff. so is it the petroleum oils? =-=

maybe it's something they put in the petroleum oils to make you want to eat them?

well how do you expect them to develop the technical skills?!

(it's actually by forcing them to support their dumb architecture later on)

unts unts unts partehhh

we started calling it bathroom because calling it the waste room is too uncivilized

so we literally mangled the meaning due to discomfort of being associated with our bodily fluids

it's how sustainability means murder. well you can't say that, you must be civilized and confuse everyone how you don't mean what they think you mean when you're saying it!

@ANTIASYLUMIST I can at least respect schizos

they think on their own

@tosensei you're just jealous of my LIMITLESS AWESOME POWER OF ADVENTURE, COMPREHENSION OF THE UNIVERSE, ALL LIFE AND INANIMATE OBJECTS, AND THE MAJESTIC COSMOS

@ANTIASYLUMIST KNIGHT RIDER WAS SO FUCKING COOL

https://youtube.com/watch/...

edit: sorry, the car talked in this. the trailer doesn't show it. did I mention it was fucking cool. THEY WERE A TEAM

@tosensei if I eat it and it gives me dementia "understanding the science" is the least of my concerns

all I know is certain foods fuck me up. it's been like this ever since the COVID vaccine. experience is from where science even originated as a concept. I can come up with the explanations later. but people telling me things I literally first-hand experience are wrong just makes fools of us all

at any rate I don't know if I can't handle sugar cuz it's GMO but that was my conclusion with the cheese. cuz I can drink milk fine, and I can drink kefir fine and other fermented bacterias. but they make cheese by using GMO bacteria so that was the only difference I could find

I do have some non-GMO sugar already it seems so I'm going to try the allergy fixing routine and see if that fixes my issue or not. this is called a hypothesis and then you do an experiment and this is the basis of science... instead of it being a religious doctrine you just "follow" and snidely snicker about

@Grumm no Canada is super duper fucked and quite honestly kind of not even a country anymore...

here is a comedy that does better journalism than any journalists we have up here: https://youtube.com/watch/...

@Grumm ye I'm Canadian and this is an excerpt from a book written by someone from Europe

one world government means we all get the same tyranny, just at different stages depending on which cultures are more amendable to which parts of it

@Demolishun no

> A genetically modified organism (GMO) is any plant, animal, or microorganism whose genetic material has been altered using genetic engineering techniques, which typically involve transferring specific DNA from one organism to another. This process creates changes that do not occur naturally through mating or natural recombination.

and they're also pretty bad at it so you just have proteins floating around that shouldn't be there. which I theorized would cause allergies... but had no proof of. evidently this book mentions allergies being caused by GMOs as well but... on purpose. like for example... herbicide/pesticide variants eat through your intestinal wall... so no wonder your body starts viewing the food you eat as toxic and attacks it with your immune system (aka an allergy). here I thought it was just too much foreign material... not they literally made the food attack you when you eat it -.-

I'm 32 and I was thinking I had 8 extra years from age 21 until now

I literally have no idea why

I thought I graduated in 2016 but evidently that's when I let my job... lmao

I thought a segment of 2 "rot years" of my life was actually 4 years... it was not

turns out I'm surprisingly more efficient

granted. I've been sick 3 years now. now that. that was horrible and actually I can't remember anything from one of those years. I absolutely have no clue what happened during it. I was just wandering around blacked out I guess. did I mention how white-hot angry I'm about all that that happened to me. yeah felt like mentioning it. I am gonna fuck some shit up from this, I swear it

... interestingly there was a relationship I was in for 7 months and I thought it was 2 years. the whole thing was like a torturous slow-motion car crash. Jesus fuck. the amount of happiness when I found out it was only 7 months. thank god. literally just wild time dilation. I was totally convinced!

hmmmmmmmmm

ehhh you could just enjoy its tinkering

coffee coffee coffee 🤤

@CaptainRant would throw concentration off for some people but I'm one of those people who wake up with a blank head and can't think very quick in the mornings so it's the perfect time to get some chores out of the way before I fully boot

good advice is to go with your own understanding of yourself in terms of advice. I kept trying to follow other people's advice when I knew about myself better and that just causes frustration lol. I can say I gave it a fair shot but in retrospect I knew myself already so...

@Lensflare sounds like your confusions need more lectures but if you would not like them from me perhaps you can go on a quest to find better sources yourself then

popcorn day I see