@12bitfloat no clue haven't ran it yet 😭

@12bitfloat actor pattern what now

got a rust sample of what that means?

@12bitfloat aaaahhhhh!

well it was this retry thing but I decided on sending the whole proxy object into it as a solution:
previous: https://gitlab.com/jestdotty-group/...
changed: https://gitlab.com/jestdotty-group/...

now I'm bugged by this instead:
https://gitlab.com/jestdotty-group/...

these are not snippets cuz I'm lazy and jumped to another project til some bright ideas strikes me

type signatures are cursed things on top of it by god

ENTP debaiter

@12bitfloat *distinct screaming noises in general direction*

why can't it just be logical

@Lensflare you program computers yet never question to program yourself..

why not?

@Lensflare I asked about forgetting things in a different rant and you said it was impossible not to forget things as well...

@Lensflare you figure it out by testing it, aka applying it

my whole existence is piracy. how dare I read a book and resay what was in it

@qwwerty no access to money

which means homeless, can't get food, get poisoned because can't afford not garbage in your body

can't buy tech, no clothes

they're doing debanking and gatekeeping of services this time

I did this and didn't even get a thanks much less a raise. actually I received insults even though everything worked well and the users were amazed and the bosses loved the software and were impressed with it. but I guess my work doesn't increase my value as a person

felt depressed last night looking at my medical records. spine C2-C7 all got lesions. c1 is blood flow to the head so I still have that working

T2 lesions also. which is the heart and cardio system. nice.

it's like I got headshot and someone shot me in the heart once for good measure with a handgun

I just use curl

@Lensflare ostream tho

yeah St John's wort makes recycling of neurotransmitters slower which increases both dopamine and serotonin

increase of dopamine is how ADHD meds work

and increase of dopamine is what causes mania and eventually psychosis

I mean don't have to even judge the immigrants. if it's above assimilation rate then you're gonna have cultural problems. don't care how smart or violent or whatever they are you'll always have problems if it's too fast

mania is not fun for me ngl

been manic this whole time as well

I prefer the crash. at least I feel sane

@AlgoRythm Microsoft bought GitHub who owned atom. promised everyone they wouldn't kill atom. a year later killed the atom project. straight up pulled the plug for all the repositories

they didn't win on merit. they forced

@MM83 I'm more right than left at this point. especially in my country

it's a bit fucked up to dehumanize people to that degree I think

@YourMom oh what the fuck

I tried St John's wort and it made me feel soooo normal

I didn't know that about it expelling liver toxins wtf

I got sick actually when I tried milk thistle tea. I thought maybe it was because I stopped drinking green tea but maybe I started some kind of liver detox and then it hit my body like a truck or something

@YourMom you do seem to be acting a bit different now

COVID vaccine, 90% of it is deposited into liver. it's possible simply all I have is liver damage from it

I can't drink alcohol in the least now. I get really bad inflammation in a couple organs swell. I tried half a beer at new years. so sad goddamnit

and I got basically dementia. that's been my symptom. can't eat food if it has the smallest amount of toxins (which liver should process out), and have to keep taking vitamins that the liver commonly should store a lot of otherwise I get symptoms

what pisses me off is I was extremely healthy before this. whole reason why doctors ignore me is because I should be peak health for my age and my lifestyle is very healthy and I look young on top of it. I hate people. they ruined my life and now they get to gaslight me about it lol

and then sometimes I meet people who give me shit for not liking humans. but this is some nazi-level shit that was done to me lol

@MM83 they'll just say it in private to their "loved" ones, who won't feel much love at all 🥲

public discourse is healthy for all involved. punching not necessary

though I'm female and watching dudes punch each other is pretty entertaining 🤔

I got so pissed once at a dude... he punched me in the head 5 times into the pavement... to be fair he followed me. so I kicked him. I did not win that

he was doing some shit to a buddy of mine and my buddy always withstood it. and I just lost my shit and just walked off. then he and everybody followed me. then he tried to corner me and I kicked him. then he clocked me in the skull and into the pavement a few times. I got dizzy and I've never been dizzy before so that wasn't good. but who punches a chick? I did kick him but if you're following me fuck right off

@Lensflare lol punch a Nazi

would be funny, you'd get the eye of nazis

I have all these and also yellowing

and my liver tests came back sus as shit (I got to find out only later when I got access to the tests)

but the doctors say I'm healthy =]

yay competence

relatedly: https://youtube.com/watch/...

... escaping the PC culture is really a culture shock, too

like you'll see people with differing opinions and they're not fighting because they have slightly different body language about a subject or phrasing in how they understand something. it hits you like surreality but it really shouldn't. took me like 6 months to get over it and I score open minded everywhere 😭

people leaving PC culture places are gonna have a bad time adjusting to being able to accept the actual diversity in others. just been so long since any of us have seen it that we wouldn't even know what to do with it

means it's all going according to plan

robotize your actions and behaviours. robot means slave I heard

ok so it's only professional projects

ok midlife crisis time

stop, hammer time!