imagine being so starved of sex if you think you're missing the opportunity that you'll never have it presented again because you can't make it happen again

such a loser, desperate, external locus of control, helpless, dependent, simp mindset

man up idk

@CoreFusionX oh is that the thing with the cool old geezer and the skyscraper falling down

I enjoyed that

may or may not also enjoy incel school shooter rage vibe stuff. sigh damnit can't escape that connection

https://youtube.com/watch/...

woke had meaning?

@cafecortado he is the new demolishun now

he's channeling his ghost

is this an ad

@valentinfngr the brain is just a receptor for the soul

I do that sometimes

@AvatarOfKaine

(async ()=> await whatever())()

I actually don't even remember JavaScript syntax but I probably got that right

respect means to look again

introspect means to look inside

stop being such an attention whore and use your own attention on yourself so others may want to look with theirs twice at you

@BordedDev ... I have went down deeper rabbit holes and now I have over 30 books

who the fuck names something a "practical guide to teleportation"

I am actually gonna keep reading the vampire books I got even though cult abuse tactics was the author's intention. seems all the vampires are fucking nuts. so it is what it is

@exerceo but cash is fiat which is just a debt IOU paper to the local government/their approved banks, and the local government has debt to the central global bank?

it has no value unless the government backs that it has value. which used to be done before via cash being designed to be returned to a bank for gold. but they don't even allow you to do that anymore so cash only has value because the government tells you it does and nobody's figured out how worthless it is yet

also inflation is created when the government prints more papers. which they do all the time. which is why everything is twice as expensive in fiat as it was before COVID. because they printed a lot and devalued their own money

farewell, and thanks for all the fish. THE MORE YOU KNOW

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wonder if microSD cards being eliminated was so when they clone phones at borders they get all your passwords 😮
they put people into prison in the UK for not handing out their encryption passwords!

Japan, where a mom van gets you chicks cuz birth rates low I guess

too late. ship's sailed

merit or bust, AI or not now

@CaptainRant paranoid Russian tsars trying to develop tolerance to assassination attempts after a night out drinking vodka

this is why I don't write docs

damned french supremacists

@BordedDev meh those vampire books I found are just a stupid cult =[

so disappointed...

@tosensei what? no

I mean the concept of consciousness has predictive power. I don't mean it underlies all predictive power. I mean its definition is not that of a specific substance we know predictive power of, but predictive power where we don't know what the specific substance is that is effecting things

@antigermanist ego is you, silly

if you love yourself you'd feed it 😏

storage as a service via subscription. you will own nothing and you'll be happy, forever renting

@TeachMeCode take smaller doses, not bigger. one drop

it works paradoxically for dosing

I've always hated courses because people go slow and just bullshit you irrelevant things

melatonin is a hell of a drug

cures cancer and also made my brain better

(but don't take it for a long time, lmao)

@BordedDev there was also this weird ancient hermetic or something idea about polarities...

did you know any feeling you have you can just flip it to the exact opposite feeling? that was a strange meditation I had found. you don't need to know what the opposite is, there's just a button you can somehow press and just do that. how intriguing!

isn't this cool? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/...

wonder what other things one can use that consciousness power on 😝

... and this works _only_ for the opposite -- a phase shift! so you are just stuck in a hole and can't get out. but meditating on flipping it to the exact opposite... by going through it and flipping the polarity... works perfectly fine. how very strange!

(this is what made me piece it together)

@BordedDev because for example me and my mom are quite different -- in our souls. but now I understand why we are so different. and I also understand what the genetics are. we have a lot of mannerisms, habits, thinking, preference patterns. that's all the body. but our souls are different so we fight / never got along

and actually this whole thing makes me view her differently now as well. the reason why our souls fought is because she's miserable and I've always just refused to be miserable. so I don't take too kindly to people having limiting beliefs. I have the ego of a skyscraper. unfounded limiting beliefs annoy me. she thinks you have to lie to get around in life. her advice is basically abuses from USSR. she believes that stuff for herself. she believes in their status. but. I mean she's a smart cookie, in terms of efficiency, effectiveness if she wants to get something done. so am I. and I can respect our genes I guess. it becomes non-antagonistic to see it this way

@BordedDev also something else interesting is that all the spiritual people that say the material realm doesn't matter are wrong

the material realm evolves the metaphysical one. the metaphysical realm wouldn't evolve at all without the physical, material realm

I realize I would mix up what was my body and what was my consciousness. I had it a bit backwards. because Buddhism for example talks about not being attached -- so I became the aether. but you're not the aether. you're a glitch of the all consciousness / aether hitting your individual body, and that creates the soul. so without the body there is no soul. and the soul only evolves because it glitches into bodies and adapts to them and then learns from the experience of living. and that experience of living then informs the aether, and from that you get magic or quantum phenomena

so I became aether and ignored the body too much. when really you actually need to be more egotistical, hedonistic. I understand my genetics now, too

@BordedDev fuk

idk it's kinda personal and when I get epiphanies I tend to forget my former views. it's a metamorphosis like a Phoenix rising from its ashes

tho you probably wrote this comment before I talked about the aether on snek😝

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um ok if I try to remember earlier the faith was like "I don't wanna hurt people", morals.. but if we are aether just hitting a physical body then it's survival of the fittest, and that would be the best spiritual outcome and the best outcome for the consciousness, aether. people have to die so consciousness can evolve. and prior I had faith that everyone had value and now I'm realizing well kinda they don't actually. now it's a bit more murky... and I realize some consciousness / qualia are literally... metaphorically speaking... "shunned by God" and for a good reason. such a thought before would've been heresy to me and made me sad to consider because I'm highly empathic but now it just feels like a cold fact and is no big deal at all actually

@atheist your code described sounds like when I'm doing hacky code golf so I would've assumed there was no tests because if i do hacky code golf I don't make tests nor documentation because there would be no point because the code is not intended to be robust or to live long or to be maintained or any of that lol

@12bitfloat yeah and I had to come from the majestic JavaScript which just lets me do all that to somehow figuring out you can only do tree structures in rust, which nobody even tells you you just have to limit yourself to this strait jacket and if you try anything else you end up in hell, repeat until you learn trees when all your intuition tells you why can't I do a god-damned thing. CAN YOU COMPREHEND THE PAIN?! RAAGHH