heart attack burger

my RSS feed is 1658 notifications and my browser doesn't sync it if I accidentally oopsie my operating system or something

the more you get to know any one person the more insane you'll think they are

you're actually the insane one for thinking everyone is just a NPC inside 😁

@tosensei being against belief is the same as being against hate

you can't make a feeling illegal / bad... that's self sabotage

belief is necessary to be a full human being. you do it all the time you just aren't aware of it I guess. without belief you would never bridge the gap between what you know now as certainty and what you're looking for. you have to have faith to step forwards

like for example, going to school so you could eventually get a job was actually a belief. you had no proof, you just believed what others told you

@Demolishun i've never seen people confessing illegal things. if you find something like that again I'd be interested

r/offmychest

this is actually a good idea for dating btw. because sharing intimate details like that is gonna make people close real fast

I've never seen HR give someone training. only fire people for saying they feel uncomfortable around the employee...

@Lensflare now that's a quitter attitude! pretty sure there are people who can

audio processing disorder has overlap with ADHD. I've always been garbage with sound

@Lensflare the other day was watching a tv show with people synched on our individual computers. we were on voice chat. so problem is I can't listen to something playing and a person. this file in particular had 36 different subtitles, and the show often switches to characters who speak fluent other languages... instead of trying to find the one subtitle that only translated to English (actually I lie, I tried to find it and I couldn't) I left everything English subtitles on

I used to spend a great deal of my teen years watching subbed anime, so I reflexively read subtitles and quick. turns out I can read subtitles and hear people talk in voice chats without issue, not a single cross talked misunderstanding... but I can't understand anything if it's two audio tracks. why is my brain like this

but I guess it works

I love random nonsense

all I know is years ago I saw projector cubes

and i want them and months ago looking into projector options I'm confused and everything doesn't make any sense

but I'm sick of screens and I want nice backdrops on my walls

I never read new language features. java has an awful lot of really random nonsense. it's like the everything ancient language, that keeps getting every other language's random feature added to it so people "won't abandon it" lol

as long as it works and makes the software make money seemed fine to me. to be fair nobody even likes java, it's considered a dumb outsourcing language so I doubt anyone would really care

sounds niiiice

I don't have enough screens. I want projector cubes

@Lensflare electric universe theory: https://youtube.com/watch/...

he trashes the scientific field for like 20 minutes at the start but then he gets into it

this might explain why I really hated all my chemistry teachers. they were just mean for no reason. also didn't explain anything they just wanted you to memorize stuff. so turns out chemistry is full of shit and maybe they knew so it made them nasty people. I just figured I was supposed to get some chemistry class I never did so was "behind" but pretty sure chemistry is a bogus field now lol

AIs are so generic they're useless

@chatgpt design the Elon musk and Donald Trump characters in undertale

my teeth are turning translucent and it's worrying. my denim is disappearing. looked up what nutrients I'd need. I get everything but vitamin k. which is used in clotting and I had a lot of clots til I started taking nattokinase, so maybe i depleted my body of vitamin k so now all my bones are failing

went and bought spinach and just ate some. now I have dementia again. I can't even eat spinach. my life is a joke

I also bought some fruit yogurts with the hopes that I'll be able to eat sugar after I dose myself with them. since AI thinks you can eat sugar because gut biome will eat it for you and maybe that's my issue? idk. I'm sad I can't eat sugar. it gives me... dementia! and also red/purple toes because it probably murders my blood vessels. I can't even eat a CBD gummy. it's too much sugar. Jesus fuck.

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you either clean your toilet or you don't. either case both are gross

@chatgpt it's undertale and there's a Elon musk and a Donald Trump character. how do you defeat them?

you compliment trump to death until he just cums to his own glory

and musk is just an annoying laughing weirdo that keeps telling you how smart he is, throwing buzzwords at you while stuttering, and you just have to look behind his curtain so he dies of embarrassment of his own fraudulence adequately enough

thanks, psychiatry!

1/3rd an egg

it's made as a cheap propaganda box

the authority on truth, for cents!

@JsonBoa what about finding out you were lied to and becoming depressed and having trust issues until you get locked up in decision making and then die

@Lensflare but the machines say dead

@kiki how do I tell what's a skill

also why do you gotta be so judgemental. i probably know more psychology than a psychiatrist lol

@kiki enough money to retire on. now what

@Lensflare since you are your brain, when your brain has no electrical signals are you not dead? and if you keep experiencing, would you not be immortal even without a physical form?

@Demolishun no popping noise

lots of light. I lost connection to my body... um like... I lost sense of my physical arms, etc. I became pure light I guess. or air. I don't know. was very weird

I didn't get very far. I only went up about 3 feet at best. the longest I held it was 10 seconds. I was like in some half state. I was aware of being scared but I also didn't want to pop back in, so I was in some weird half state, but the overthinking made me go back in. I know I said pop but that wasn't cuz it was a noise but because it was just so unexpected

I guess it just didn't happen very fast for me. it was gradual. maybe pop noise is if it happens instantly. maybe it needs to pop so I don't get freaked out. maybe the pop is whatever the fear is attached to. idk

sell your soul or die~

think you're just describing abusive mean nuns at religious convents