I'm more ends justify the means kind of person

which I hear is bad for some reason?

@Demolishun your workplace always gives me hope for the worldd

@antigermgerm we believe it's true, in our very souls!

does AI have a soul with which to "believe"?

@Lensflare IM A GOOD PERSON?!

coming from you that's confusing. you sure you ain't trolling?

but ye hi, 👋, am resident lunatic

... following this theory it means all virus vaccinations will cause the illness

vaccination was actually discovered and proven off for bacteria. for bacteria immunization would work fine. because they're foreign particles, not native ones to your system

but for RNA... you will always harm the recipient. always.

I'm not even surprised. nazi scientist theme is consistent at least. it always feels so horrific every time when I piece these things together though. I wanna cry for the world

... in which case

the way you create an allergy is you cause inflammation in someone around the site of what you want them to be allergic to

so if you have antibodies for HIV, and everyone has HIV sequences, what that means is you had inflammation around HIV sequences and thusly your body learned that it should attack HIV sequences

in this case... what HIV actually is. is a stop signal for what causes AIDS. HIV doesn't give you AIDS, but your immune system being reactive to HIV sequences means your body will attack the HIV sequences and give you AIDS

because whatever those HIV sequences are supposed to be doing in your body (your body uses RNA as signals to other cells) is not being fulfilled because your immune system is destroying and gobbling up those HIV sequences, so they never send the message they were supposed to

and if the message isn't received you'll also make MORE HIV sequences, as all natural systems compensate as such via tolerance mechanisms

inversion as always...

uh get used to getting hung by everyone you ever meet

I don't think the difficulty is in knowing the questions to ask. it's what happens after

and probably the questions aren't coming into your head consciously, from your natural subconscious, because you are so aware of how bad it is when they do. so why stress yourself?!

I would assume if you could say dumb shit and have people pitchfork you, that subconsciousness block should open up. it's pretty amazing how naturally our brains protect us tbh

@SoldierOfCode agree on kids creative and then society beats it out of you

disagree on everyone is capable of being creative when adult. rn 7 years later I'm still trying to figure out if this guy who has a contentious relationship with me is capable of a single original thought. I have never seen one

@SoldierOfCode that I can't use Rc<RefCell in serde serialization in rust

turns out it's extremely trivial to work around it not automatically serializing Rc<RefCell lol

so this whole time I was trying to build data structures without Rc<RefCell, thinking I couldn't use it lol

I started watching the local news cuz I'm trying to acclimate to how normal people think about things again

and there is a lot of extremely unnecessary stories about viruses

Canada hasn't admitted the COVID times / vaccine were fucked up so it's soooo foreboding

the bond villains do have plans to do another covid tyranny

so every time I see that pushed that's what I jump at... sigh. they're just trying to normalize such things as "important", and real, and worthy of fear. they need to pre-program fear into everyone about it. that's what the training actually is

... I don't think viruses actually exist now either. because you can find RNA for all sorts of "viruses" in perfectly healthy people. turns out you just have to look for those sequences and the rates that they come up at is basically exactly the same

granted, antibodies to certain RNAs do vary, now that I'm thinking on it. which is interesting and now I wonder how that mechanism is activating 🤔, maybe it's all immunity?

@Demolishun people take things too personally now

but um

I mean... fuck. I didn't take my former roommate's comments seriously but apparently he really meant them. how the fuck do I square that. cuz that ended up pretty fucked up

maybe I have too good a sense of humor about these things? I don't know. it just seems sad somehow that he actually meant those things

@antigermgerm it's still "conspiring"

conspiracy means a group of people agreed to do something

you mean it's not "theory" because it's out in the open

it's pretty amazing how slandered that term is yet no body knows what it actually means smh

@lorentz trapped by illusion of choice?

you have option of which company to work for, but the investor which owns all the companies in that sector controls all of them and dictates the terms strictly. it looks like choice but it is not. so that rule doesn't apply broadly. this happens far more often than you would think

and specifically your rule never applies when it comes to governments: government is a natural monopoly -- anything a government does you have no choice, because we have all agreed that they can punish anyone that doesn't follow what they say

@lorentz you don't immediately die eating GMO, and you still have to sue them and prove causation

carcinogenic is the easiest one to "prove" but you still can't prove it in court. those poor East Palestine people are a good case study of this -- then the lawyers go find everything else that's carcinogenic in the environment and say "plausible deniability"

metabolic and immune issues from GMOs are the actual issue though, and I'm not sure there has ever been a court case where they can "prove" that it happened

it's not that billions of people would die, it's that you slowly maim people

also I should add that GMOs are not "better" plants to eat persay. so for example they GMO'ed corn to be able to survive glyphosate -- so they can spray glyphosate on the corn and use it as a pesticide that the corn survives fine while pests can't, but the problem is... you are not GMO'ed to survive glyphosate. it destroys your gut lining and then you get b2plane. stuff like that

@Lensflare it can't decide to lie because it doesn't know what the truth is in the first place

@tosensei you upvoted each other for saying wet things are wet!

@tosensei it was new to me and I only learned about it now due to seeing a guy talk about Burkina faso where such things were being used

if I don't know about it lots of other people also probably don't. we don't really pay attention to poor countries in the western world. I heard such things in passing by some Indian PhD woman but I didn't believe her because I didn't find her to be a credible source because at the time I was quite new to perspectives of people from other countries and had no way to corroborate what she was saying. so this was the first time it occurred to me that this actually happens and it was used in Burkina Faso to keep the people poor, like as an actual specific case, strategy, with all the drama that such would ensue, which made it feel real to me and I wanted to share that feeling

@tosensei it's not that I need it spelled it out, it's that you wanna dunk on others when it doesn't even factually apply

@lorentz what, how would billions make sense

rude hyperbole

I'm starting to not like you. started going down when I got excited when you said you had a female YouTuber who coded but it was not... that was very rude. and you have not redeemed yourself in attitude since then

I see you guys upvoted each other but not me, who originally brought up the topic. sigh

@tosensei also it is GMO. weren't you the dude shouting how GMO is good to eat and I'm nuts for mentioning it?

if "capitalists" would ruin seeds, how congruent is the idea that "capitalists" would GMO-engineer plants that would give you illnesses so they can sell you the cures, like these people sold these seeds? doesn't take much. lots of natural toxins in nature. just splice them in (I'm being facetious here, I don't think it happens through that route)

@tosensei wait til you find out who made the federal reserve

or what the federal reserve even is... I guess most people never looked into it. it's pretty crazy we use money and don't know how it works. if school should've taught us anything it should've been that

put on an AI hat, speak robotically, see if that tricks them

the interesting thing is there's a difference between rote memorization and actually understanding something

I guess it makes me think of that more now with the AIs. understanding something gives you some magical quality of being able to pull answers as if out of a hat. your intuition somehow knows where to go

AIs when faced with this problem struggle. I wonder if that intuition is otherworldly? the soul, consciousness, perhaps? if the AIs can't mimic it despite people trying that would be an interesting way to test my hypothesis!

with thinking models they probably are more likely to engage double checking subroutines

@tosensei ye ye ye ye ofc

acidic as always

@retoor hey they gave me beer

I don't dislike pizza parties and stuff either

definitely on the respect. despite offering beer. arbitrarily they would... once you showed to the bar. just decide that you couldn't drink anymore. they're like we will have a 3 hour party at a bar at dinner time. they order no food, and regularly they paid for everyone's alcohol for the 3 hours but sometimes they bait and switch it -- so you showed up and they cut you off an hour or 30 minutes in. people weren't abusing it either but it just felt so dishonest and arbitrary

I don't even like being drunk. I hated pizza, and this was an Italian place so they did fancy pasta places also, but I hate carbs. I don't want to put carbs in my body. they make me feel terrible. so I never liked the pizza thing. but I always loved the beer thing. sometimes they did lunch and I could order ribs at a tavern basically (they didn't pay for that but still)

I guess it's the thought that matters -- and if the thought sucks?

@retoor ironically this is the first time one of @tosensei 's comments can be interpreted as supportive

hey I used to have 145 IQ. I was the smartest person in every room I ever went to. not anymore because the vaccine mangled my brain. but I still have the egoic intelligence of 28 years of being smarter than every person I ever met

also tosensei is actually unironically like, really dumb. if I was judgemental against dumb people though my life would've been miserable. I had to learn how to exist with people who were dumber than me. otherwise I would've had a very lonely life. so I can't even take the "dumb" comments seriously lmao. even with my brain damage I'm still smarter than most people, even the people who are regarded as very smart by their communities. so what am I even whining about!

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for context this was my first and only job and I can't bring myself to try another. because I think it will be as fucked up. felt like prison. I decided I would rather die instead

probably could have an AI do it

naw I would rather be forgotten, just as nature intended