God i need something resembling life and human interaction !

A fleshlight?

@rantsauce no i'm literally surrounded by whores if i needed sexual pleasure mixed with unending shame and mental anguish i'd just screw one of them.

@rantsauce not because of the fucking them part but because they play fucked up games that involve destroying the young because they're mostly pedophiles and i want no part of that, although fucking them without paying them if i could prevent that would be acceptable. no offense to your career choice.

@rantsauce no i want someone to act different and new and let me get on with life instead of letting me essentialy be placed in a less than gilded cage and left with few options by you monsters.

so how about a little test.

@root @rantsauce @floydimus @iii @yehaaw @blernn @scor @johnmelodyme @almonsauce

so.. say something specific about something that happened today.

@AvatarOfKaine I woke up.

@Floydimus well its good to see that. did you happen to see anything crazy today ?

@rutee07 well.... umm... lol

@AvatarOfKaine Flattened and packed so many cardboard boxes into the car to drop off at recycling. Should have taken four trips; managed to do it in two! It felt good to get out of the house and do something.

@rutee07 i drew a complete blank on anything clever to say my executive function is so inhibited by tiredness right now lol

Be careful. More tears are shed over answered prayers than unanswered ones...

@Root I've been continually observing the same human trafficking syndicate which seems to have become a prisoner in their own trap system heh.
myself. meanwhile I've been wandering through all the places I was manipulated via financial destitution to wander recovering information coded to each point in time which to me is relatively useless without the ability to combat such things.

i saw some little mexican girl with an evil bitch woman who wasn't her mother or who may have simply had another child after enough tries wandering with her leading her into tradgedy and could do nothing about it without seeming crazy. i saw the poor sweet thing and wondered why she couldn't just grow up and be happy, why these fucks require so much human waste and unnecessary pain in essence likely only propping up their own worthless insignifcant lives. and its the 3rd time i saw this duplicate. last night i heard someone repeating what i said 30 years ago or more.

@Root I wonder if i subtracted this churning environment of weather human interactions and pointless moving, if i'd be able to resist sayinbg or commenting on the same things by catching myself early instead of late like i just may have.
regaining conscious awareness is often a function of self audit and after the fact but here and there i feel recognition of a process wherein my memory is sparking saying to do something.

this attempt at interleaving is not one of them.

@AvatarOfKaine I really do believe you’re crazy.

@Root I believe you are as well.

@Root crazy and maybe frightened of losing something if you act in a way which is too revealing. thats how i see most of you people, broken down into compliance ignoring the slow death you're experiencing.

today i saw two whores, standing in the same place and remembering them as 20, when i was 30something for real.

Time has not been completely unkind to me.
In the right lighting you cna barely tell i'm in my 50s AT LEAST

@AvatarOfKaine well nothing unusual. Hust that it's colder than yesterday because Autumn.

@Nanos actually I meant because there are no humans in my environment

I could get sex if I tried hard enough right now with women far younger

Because this area is a moving prison of reoffending so whores that took over my home state

Change comes from within, my friend

@tedge oversimplification

@AvatarOfKaine KISS