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I am honestly flattered by the fact that @scor really, unironically thinks that “by the frequency and varsity and depth you post and comment and self imaging”, I can't be a single person, and there is a whole TEAM behind me!

Honestly, I don't care about insults. Neither yours, nor of that schmuck that is salty because he posted some stupid misogynic shit a while ago, I reposted it as a screenshot, and he was obliterated by the community.

I'm only posting this because people out there legitimately think I'm a hive mind. It's not every day that you're told whatever you do cannot be done by one person. To me, this is more of a compliment.

Looking past devRant, I would like to meet @scor and other haters IRL. I have no hard feelings. I'm just an autistic person with bipolar disorder. I post whatever I want, as it's somewhat therapeutic.

You don't have to acknowledge it, but here's an honest, personal message: if you at any point compare yourself to me and lose, remember, my personality and creativity is a negligent, slight payoff for a literal hell that is a mental disorder. My thoughts are thinking themselves. I can't control them. My body is twitching constantly. I'm both actively anxious and always tired. My intellect suffers a massive penalty in a depressive phase, like now.

Finding at least some positive side to that hellscape is absolutely vital, and any person with a disorder can tell you that.

The fact that I'm social, I have friends and a job is a miracle. I'm privileged. I've seen a lot of people less lucky than me. They weren't able to monetize their troubled, sharp brain. I was.

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    Remade this rant to combine it with my comment. The original comments from @netikras are below.
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    just not to omit anything
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    To that person, other than scor: do you want to see (and feel) what that *snip-snip* tungsten carbide fangs can do to your finger joints? I hope you have good insurance.
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    ooh, another DR controversy! need to call swiggy to bring a bucket of popcorn 🍿 and controversial post link
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    @dotenvironment it's not a controversy. It is a legitimate opinion of scor, and they are entitled to express it.
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    my swiggy guy just delivered the original link , https://devrant.com/rants/5793284/...

    honestly you both people are awesome from whatever posts i have seen of you. it's just a little good on everyone's behalf if we keep our posts around tech, even though devrant is a therapeutic community for most of us (coming from a guy who shares most of his miserable life under randome tag).

    hope you both good folks put this minor exaggeration behind you
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    A fellow bi
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    Depression hitting hard with the cold season coming
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    Also, fuck that noise. There's more than enough drama in life, no need for it here too.
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    Not sure what's up with @scor policing the content here. I got a few comments from them on a few of my shitpost rants
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    @rantsauce depression is not a blank cheque
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    @aviophile so, what about your insurance? Is it good enough?
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    Yes, try me.
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    @aviophile lol, imagine telling your doctor your finger joints were crushed by a person with tungsten carbide fangs
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    @kiki between that avatar guy and you, I wonder which one is more miserable with superiority complex.
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    Beef?
    Here on DevRant?
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    @Hazarth it's not beef ffs, no one wants a beef with a person like me
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    Sorry, I fail to see how your beef with someone else is relative to the platform.
    Remember when I told you your story is not devRant's? Apparently you now think you're important enough to believe this again.
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    @scor team of people or team of bots? make up your mind 😉
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    huh, so that's why i saw nothing weird about your posts? the autism+bipolar combo?

    ... are you an officially certified diagnosis tool so i can finally get officially diagnosed via this?
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