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Confession no. 2:
I tried this app, Wysa, which is for emotional well-being.
So far, so good.
Except... It has the same routine as most psychs.
Now, here's the thing. I don't have problem understanding most people. And I use psychologists (when I can afford, ofc!) as a person to bounce off ideas from. But to be honest, most of them are not smart people, even from an emotional intelligence perspective, which you kinda expect them to be. And I notice then that I keep getting angrier and angrier at some sessions, and they never notice it, which is why I automatically start playing with their minds (ever heard of sociopaths? I could be a good one) and misleading them. And then suddenly dropping out of sessions because if I wanted to play games, I'd do so at my computer.
And a chatbot kinda takes that away, because doesn't matter how angry I get or give it sass or pun, it won't play with its mind and emotions and I won't feel guilty afterwards. (Talk about "robots taking our jobs" now!) and this cute chatbot has its own rules, I just wish it was smarter at understanding that I can talk about three topics at once, or avoid a conversation altogether by changing the topic, or do whatever smarter human beings do to protect themselves from emotional distress.
It's a good app tho. Also doesn't ask you to log in. (dunno why I pointed that out. guess it helps paranoia)
P.S. How did I get there? Oh, I actually was contemplating trying tinder out. I guess appstore knows me too well. Lol.40
I can't get any shit done when trying to work in a public place, like in class or at Starbucks or frankly anywhere where people can (and will) look at my screen, as they'll inevitably think, "what the fuck is this guy doing?"1
Without getting too into the backstory, I got my start at one of these. I wasn't technically illiterate, but I wasn't doing anything more than basic static sites and scripting.
Here's the good: the bootcamp I attended covered a veritable fuckton of material, and really served as a good introduction to the kind of stuff that I now (as an actual employed developer) see every single day. The instructor was an actual, successful, smart-as-a-whip developer, and there were many such devs on staff, ready to help when the need arose, for the most part.
The Ugly: First, is the expense. Wowee, was it expensive. It's been years since I attended, and I'm still paying it off. Second, this was full time stuff, in another state. So not only did I quit my job to attend, I also incurred expenses moving into the area to attend this school, and I was not in the minority in that regard. I kind of knew what I was getting into, so this is in no way the fault of the program, but it was part of the boot-camp experience. Two things were indicated on the website, that ended up not being accurate: one was a hiring network/guarantee of employment after finishing the course. I know that this isn't something that you can really guarantee in a sustainable way, but they shouldn't have advertised it, and then retracted it when asked. The second was "you don't need anything but the clothes on your back! We'll provide a laptop, to ensure that everyone has the same computing experience." Nope. The day I arrived, I got a "by the way, did you buy your laptop?" I was good for it, but there's a surprise $1,500 expense from my now-fixed cash reserves. And the biggest gripe is this: after dropping several thousand dollars altogether, experiencing immense financial stress that detracted from my ability to concentrate fully on my coursework, and ultimately not getting a job in this industry for fully a year after completing the program, I realize that I could have saved a shit-ton of money and sanity if I'd had a little bit of self-confidence and discipline to learn the material on my own. And by learn the material, I mean learn how to browse stack overflow and google things.
And that's really the tl,dr of this wall of text: the coding bootcamp I attended taught me that writing code isn't rocket surgery, and if I realize that I'm smart enough, and I can do it, then I'll be alright. Years later, I actually have a ton of fun doing it, so there ya go.
Final verdict: am I glad I went? Yes. Was it worth the money? Hell to the no.