Some people make suicide seem like a viable option.

I’m just so tired. Physically and mentally. I feel so weak. I wish things were easier so I could stop feeling like I want to commit every day.

When you want to ++ a rant or follow a dev but the page refreshes and the post you saw pisses off into the nether-sphere. I can’t avoid this on any social media. What is wrong with me.

Thanks to all of you that gave me suggestions about my neighbours. I probably shouldn’t be surprised at how many of you that have shot neighbours as well, but damn. I am kind of baffled by how many shitty people there are.

How would you deal with noisy neighbours that cause sleep interruptions every. single. night? Y’know, as an introverted person who’s scared of being stabbed by said neighbours.

The pettier the better.

Siesta over. Don’t feel at all rested. Probably won’t do much in terms of coding until my boyfriend leaves on Saturday night... although, might be able to slip some in while he’s asleep.

That’s what you get for laying in until 1pm!

Finally reached a point where I’m too tired to keep my eyes open for much longer. Need a long nap and a rest from all screens.

Siesta time.

When I did games dev in college, it’s fair to say that most of my class started off really stupid. Like, I met these people. We were all dumb.

Except this one guy. His name was Jordan. He was huge. He smelled bad. Everyone made fun of him, (I kept my distance in fear of being decimated because he was known for his temper).

But fuck, that guy knew how to model and code. In the time we had spent working out how to build a single model or write a working line of code, he’d been working on this full scale Skyrim-esque environment that just reminded me of Whiterun.

I wonder what he’s doing now.

My head is hurting and my brain feels cloudy after that nap... but should I get back to it? That is the question.

Edit: Just found that my ears are wet inside. This is an interesting but gross development.

I love when there’s literally one character out of place and that’s what causes the entire break.

I love that.

I’m wanting to finally get a new laptop, preferably not above £500. Suggestions?

so like are any of y’all kinky or what

Is anyone addicted to anything other than coding? :)

(Totally not a recovering addict looking for reassurance >.>).

We really out here still talking about the fucking weather as a conversation starter? This shit is painful.

I basically had to start a day late because of a doctors appointment, which was fine. But the next day when my work week actually began, I ended up passing out due to heat exhaustion. It was fairly embarrassing to say the least.